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The games people play17:55 Sep 21 2006
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I have been on here for well going on 10 months and I have heard, seen and ran into it myself. Women on here that play games. It is extremely annoying for other women and the men here.
Im sick of the Pity Party girls. I have seen several women on here that use it to their advantage. They dredge up every hurt, trauma and whatnot to get someone to feel sorry for them. I have seen people tell others about their rape, their abuse, their pitiful health or other things. I have seen girls MAKE UP this shit, just to get someone to pay them some attention. Or try to make the guys feel bad because they arent paying total attention to them. Or get jealous of people for not paying attention to them. God I hate the Poor Poor pitiful me, people.
Ok just a hint ladies. First and foremost, guys like to be listened too and if you tell them about too much trauma, they are going to think you are too damaged to deal with or too depressing. Heres a hint. BE YOURSELF.
One other thing. Dont get pissed at me because of who I talk to. I am married and happily so. I am not after your man, your boytoy or whatever you consider them. I am a good friend and good listener. That is why so many turn to me. So stop with the jealousy, you have nothing to worry about from me. *sheesh*
Past Lives16:19 Sep 21 2006
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Recently I have been forced to think about this more and more. I have always believed in past lives and reincarnation. That you have the choice of coming back until you get it right. I have met at least 2 people on here that have told me, that they knew me in the past. Thing is, I feel so close to these guys.
These two are best friends and know of past lives they have spent together. When I came into their mist, they were like there you are. I met the first one, through doing profiles. His live in girlfriend asked me to do her profile. Then his. The more I spoke to him, the more I was extremely attracted to him. It scared me a little, since I absolutely love my husband but I was so drawn to him. The more we talk, the more it felt that I had known him forever. It took awhile for him to totally trust me but he says it is faster than anyone before. As we talk, it is a comfortable friendship with a real pull of passion. He talks of past lives that we have shared. I have no memory of my past lives but I can feel the pull we have. I had started writing a story called the Lycan Knight and for some reason I asked him to read it. It blew his mind that I wrote it before I knew him. Before I knew of him. The main character was him to a T and the characters best friend, was absolutely perfect representation of his best friend. So, he introduce me to him.
The other man, feels more like a long lost protective brother. I had talked to him for one day and by the end of the day, I felt a pull but in a sisterly way. Teasing, nudging, probing and annoying little sister. I call him brother of my heart..it is the best way to describe it. I was never this close with my own brother. We are both empathic, both compassionate, both caring. Both of us are the ultimate friends. Loyal, honest and willing to kick your butt when it is needed, for your own good. We believe that a REAL friend, is willing to tell you the truth, no matter the consequences.
They both said they found me for a reason. Im not sure why but they seem to know that they will be needed in my life. I look forward to learning from them, helping them and meeting them sometime in the future. Just basically blows my mind.
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shadowofmystry
19:51 May 13 2008
yea i know what you mean i dont realy talk about myself unless someone asks. I mean every now and then ill mention something but only if it realy bothers me.