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Long Lost Friends
07:19 Nov 13 2006
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I was on my way down to help out in florida. My father had suffered a heart attack and he was the main caregiver to my mother and grandparents.

My father understood my need to come down and help out but knowing that I myself was in the middle of an attack and that I hadn't regained my feeling of my legs and feet yet, he refused. I would be driving myself from West Virginia to Florida. When I explained i was coming, all he asked is that I didn't rush to come dowm but to take my time. I agreed.

I decided that on my way down I would take a day and a half to visit with two of my best friends in Alabama. If you read my profile, I have a family or pack that I run with. Hellsguardian, Sangium and Vlkodlak are my best friends. Sangium (matt) is like a big brother to me. Although we are closely connected, both being empaths, there is a knowing, as if we have know each other forever. HellsGuardian (Ric) is the same way. There is a pull, a knowing with us. Like we all have met before, in another life. The 3 musketeers or something like that because the bond between us is real strong. Vlkodlak (Josh) has been my best friend since about a year ago. We have been through hell and back and we are still best of friends. Although I don't feel the pull or knowing that I do with Matt and Ric, I still feel a connection to him and him to me.. but i digress.

Being the sensible person I am, I told Ric and Matt that I wanted to meet them in a public place. Even though I know in my heart that they wouldn't hurt me for the world, I was still going to be cautious. They reminded me that they were closing the store where they worked and invited me to meet them there.

When I walked in, I was nervous. Wondering what they would think of me. For some reason I was self conscious and my self esteem was nill, wondering if we would get along in real life, as well as we did in yahoo and on the phone. As I walked in and started talking with the employee's, Matt stuck his head around the corner and smiled. I heard him say to someone, "She's here!!!." Before coming over to me to give me a bear hug. You've got to understand something. Matt is 6'5", a large broad shouldered man with curly short brown hair, his eyes at the time I saw him were of a deep deep blue. This bear of a man hugged me, i'm 5'2". A hug from this man, makes you feel so secure and insignificant or tiny lol. As we were hugging we both said at the same time, "Long time no see." Although we have never met.

Let me explain. Both Ric and Matt state they can remember some of their past lives. They keep finding each other in life after life and they state that I am the third in the friendship. Although neither of them can remember a particular life with me, they remember the feeling of me (if that makes sense). It is possibly they are blocked from being allowed to remember me totally. Maybe it has to do with something bad that happen, who knows....

After I was released from the bear hug, I was grabbed into another one. Ric has a powerful presence. Although, only 6'2", he seemed the stronger and more serious of the two (NOT!!!) His long black hair pulled back into a ponytail that lays down the middle of his back. His facial hair tickled as he also gave me a hug and his beard rubbed against my cheek and neck.

We met and it was like we were together for years. Each teasing, picking and giving each other high fives for "getting" the other. It was incrediably fun. After leaving work, Matt decided he was going to spend time with me and Ric, although wanting to do the same, had to work early in the morning and needed his sleep. Matt and I talked about anything and everything, until 6 am when I finally kicked him out so i could get some sleep. Before he went, he was able to give me partial feeling back into my feet with a massage. I didn't realize how two empathics can hook up to help one another but wow, I CAN FEEL!!!

The next day, was rest (YEAH RIGHT) and relaxation for me, until the boys were free around 3pm. We watched movies, met Ric's brother, Cerebos69 (Aaron). Aaron turned out to be the same as Matt and Ric, very protective and honorable and I am sorry i didn't get a chance to spend more time with him. Ric and I finally got a chance to spend time together when they left and Matt got distracted by his Michigan GF on the phone. We had a deep meaningful conversation, connecting, deeper than I thought possible of two people. I was showed another side of him, which I am told is very rare and I should be (and was) honored to see it. Matt followed me back to hotel, because they were worried, seeing how tired I was.

The next morning...I set off on the final part of my journey. I realized that I would have to pass by where they worked yet again and decided to stop, considering they were opening. I didn't even reach the door before Matt was unlocking it for me and again grabbing me in a bear hug. We joked and talked and killed about an hour of time for me, before their boss showed up and I was sent on my way. I hated to leave, felt like I was truly loosing something. But the hugs and kisses I recieved along with, "Be safe, come back to us and love you." meant so much to me. I definately will be making a return trip to these very loving and incrediably sensitive guys. Thanks for making me feel like I was home.

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