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I woke up and the day was good till i got home.



Mum and dad waited for me and my brother to get home and the came out to see me as i came through.



Donut was put down at 10am. His breathing got worse and the took him to the vet. We have him here to bury him. I haven't stopped crying yet.Today was the only day i didn't give Donut a kiss and hug before i left :( I have been hugging him for a while i miss him



I just cant believe he's really gone.

I have decided i hate rain.

Rain makes mud.

I fell and slid down a slope in my uniform wearing my school skirt mainly on my right side from my toes to my thigh is covered in mud -.-

I'm not happy.

Stupid. Rain. Stupid. Mud

Donut had the vets this morning they reckon the tumours blocking his nose a little bit so it will stop his breathing slightly but he is fine. They extened the period before he goes back. He'll go back to them in a months time to be checked on. They assured my parents he'll let us know when its his time tog. But right now he seems happy and ok.



And i'm sold! Electronics interview went much better than yesterdays for Graphic Design.. I'm on the 2nd level course providing i get my c/d predicted grades XD If not i'll be moved down to the level 1 course. Both level 1 and 2 are a year long. If i get moved down just means it will take me longer before i get to the end. Once i finish the level 2 i can move on to the National Diploma which is levelc 3 then go from there to university :D So i'm pretty happy im on the course so i'm offically one step closer to my dream of being an IT technician.



The guy interviewing me said to be aware that i may be the only girl in the class because no girls except me right now have applied for the electronics course XD



It's ok i'll beat the boys off with a big stick XD

I had my first college interview today. I have decided they are scary lol XD





He said i will be at a slight disadvantage because i dont have an art grade whereas the others do. I need to have my other interviews and decide whether Graphic Design is the right thing for me and if i do decide that i will need to be assessed 6 weeks into the course to check that i am near the same level as the other students :) I would love to Do Graphics Design but he said by looking at my grades im more towards the IT side of business than the art side. So i will have my IT and Electronics interviews then decide whether i want to do Graphics design or IT :)



Oh yeah i have my electronics interview tomorrow and Donut has to go to the vet in the morning and his breathing's been pretty bad lately so i think they might do it tomorrow but im not gonna think about that.

I got my letter lol i have my graphics design interview at college on Monday then the day after i have my Electronics interview which was my first choice :D My mums going with me so i wont be alone XD

I'm not to fond of Valentines day XD But i dont mind it buuuut lucky for me one of my favourite holidays follwos two days afterwards ;)



Pancake Day. And today is pancake day :D So in a minute ima go and make my pancakes lol XD

I have my intervierw for college on the 22nd -.- I had 3 choices on my application. And my interview is for my second choice D: 1st. Electronics 2nd. Graphic Design and 3rd. IT systems and networking.



My interview is for graphic design >.> I want to be an IT technician but my alternative career is Graphic design i hope i get on to both courses XD I'm slightly worried about what they are gonna ask me in the interview but i should be ok. I need to bring in my sketch pad though to show them my art work D:

He went back to the vet today and she said he wasn't in to much pain and he was quite happy. Which shoes the antibiotics are working. So im really happy. But it means he has to go back in 2 weeks to check it feels like i get an extension on how long i have to spend with him but i know he's got to go soon anyway :/ So these next few weeks are gonna be the best i have half term next week so im off i get to spend some time with him before he has to go. I love him so much and im gonna make sure these 2 weeks counts :)



I know there isn't gonna be a happy end coz a tumour is a tumour and they can't remove it he's to old but i can pamper him and make sure these last 2 weeks count. I love him and i dont want him to suffer if he has to go i want it to be painless. He's been here for me practically all my life so i can be here for him when he needs me.

Thought you might like to see some pictures of the dog im so devastated about loosing. He is sweet and lovely and has the most adorable personality you can't help but love him :) These were taken whilst we were on holiday and he came with us :)

My parents took Donut to the vet this morning at 8:30am and they have just got back with him. The wait has been killing me.



He does have a tumour behind his eye it takes up a large part of behind his eye. There is a surgery but it isn't safe and it might not work. The vet wants him back next Tuesday to check on him and discuss the results of the tests they did today. They might put him down next Tuesday :( but they said either way we look at it the tumour is fast growing and he only has a few weeks left.



At least he's home with us with painkillers and we can make sure he is comfortable and have time to say our goodbyes. Its really really hard we grew up together and now i feel like im loosing part of my family.

Yup about 20 minutes after my last post my parents got back. The vet said they can't do anything till they xray him tomorrow :/ They have given him antibiotics, painkillers and something to make him sleep. Hopefully no more nosebleeds tonight.

I had to come home sick from school coz i feel like crap.......



To make it worse parents took my best friend (a pet so close to me he could practically be a brother in dog form) to the vet... They took him once at 11:45am and they vet told them he has a tumour behind his eye and he needed to come back for a scan and he just had a really bad nosebleed so they've taken him back...



Please please don't let him be put down he is old but i love him i have had him since i was 2 i have grown up with him and i don't want to see him go. But i don't want him to suffer.



I dunno whats gonna happen but im scared. I love him with all my heart