I feel my mind slipping constantly like I'm falling but I don't know where I'm falling to. I end up mixed up and confused making myself believe it isn't happening yelling in my head over and over "I'm sane!". But then I get those moment's of clarity the one's that put a blinding light on my world filled with shadow. I hear the screams of battle in my head which must be the war against my madness.Am I breaking? Am I losing myself. Who will I be when it is over..? Why do the moments of clarity have to come? They always seem to make me scream out in pain.
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Lordpeace
17:36 Dec 01 2014
what is sanity, for that matter what is clarity , could it be those moments of screaming insanity and chaos is what clarity really is. we are ourselves and we constantly reinvent what ourselves are, this is life and we are part of it in all the chaos and confusion we just have to decide who we are and live as we want to