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well I feel like I hit rock bottom and now I am feel like crying. I dont know how to tell anyone I am sorry for what they think is my fault. My whole life I known with my friends I thought of family became a lie. the only family I have is home in washington state or over the computer. seemingly I have more friends in the RP world or over internet... and It hurts to know my two bestfriends that I trusted with everything walked away and say that I am a lying selfish bitch. I am not all that heartless. I want to tell them no matter what problems they have they can ask for help if they dont know what to do. I hurt now because I was so close to them. It feels like the day that my best friend commited suicide. she and I were like sisters. now my other two best friends left me when I dont know if I need them or not but I know I dont want to fight it so I will leave it at that and say goodnight and walk away leaving one tear to shed before the river comes to say I am sorry and fall out of their life like the design seems to want.

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Sinora
08:33 Nov 25 2008

We make and break friendships all the time, sometimes it's time to just move on. If you think you have done something wrong then say your sorry, if not, well reach out and make more friends.



I know it's sad to say goodbye to a friend, but better to say goodbye than continually argue.

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