Take a look around you,
I thought I would never say this,
but my heart belongs to you, My head hurts when I stop thinking about you.
I constantly dream of us together again.
you said you would never hurt me. when you did all I could call myself was a f**k up. You turned and told me you still love me.
I never thought I would see the relieved side of me again when all I could do was look into those blue eyes and say I love you to. But I never realized I would be pushed to a waiting line.
I thought maybe you would take me back.
I was wrong. but now that I know why I can wait. Its not like I havent done it before.
but then again what if I dont want to?
I told you time and time again things have changed never really showed how it was in the end. Though now I understand my own self. I see that my heart will only be slightly healed in the end.
Its just another night under a half moon.
the moon waxing over. Not knowing what to do
looking for something that was once lost.
Not knowing where to find it.
Looking around corners and down alleys
Still no sign of what I once lost.
Looking to the moon second night in a row,
its half full my hearts pounding. my eyes become blood shot.
Iris changing from green to a blue and then to a silver. A silver which no one understands anymore. Not knowing what a lovers touch really feels like. Still looking for the thing I lost.
The thing I lost was what they call a heart. The thing that makes you love and hurt. But me I found a love. I just dont remember where he is. Because my heart is part of how I remember.
He hasnt walked away but slunk into the shadows. Wondering how things may be. but knowing that he has once again stolen the thing I hold close. Wishing that it would come back to me.
Looking around a corner to find the werewolf looking back at me. Yellow eyes saying he wont leave. He asked me how can a vampire love a werewolf. A Monster. I simply told him because I am like no other. I am a hybrid and Hybrids are not what they seem.
Woundering if I found the thing I once lost but as I look to the moon the fangs come about. A blood thirst breaks out. Knowing he may understand he looks at me and says to lock him.
I shake my head knowing I cant hurt my heart which happens to be him.
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