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On days that I never knew what he was thinking. My mind is wondering what he thought about me. but when I see him around her I wonder were I stand. I look back at the past I had and shut down to no extend that he can never seem to pull me out of. I say I will watch from the shadows but the moment he is tormented or is put down I run and help him. Why? Is it because I love him? Or is it because I could never put him from my mind I dont know. I know I cant tell him how I feel because I know he has love for someone else when I look into those eyes. I see the love for her and her alone. I will never have a second chance with him. He shows people the pain she refuses to see. but why can I see it? because I know what he feels when she left. I know how it feels to love someone so much it hurts you to know they left. But now to know I can never have the life I want is something no one can understand about the sarrow I feel. I look down and see nothing but my own two feet and claws with red blood dripping wondering if he will ever care about me the way he does her. but he refuses to see me just like before. all I can do is stand from those shadows and watch him wait on her and put himself through more pain and not recognize the pain he is putting me through.

Okay just so you know I am working on poetry and stories to put up but they will mostly be about furrs for the fact being because I am under alot of different stress reasons. And so much more so I will let you know when I do finally get it up but the story I am working on will be more than a chapter long.. hehe