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I havn't seen my best friend like all year so she came to my house this week and just hung out but it was so much fun we slept all day and went out at night and if you think about it thats kind of stupid because my town like shuts off after 8 at night but what ever there was one story open so we walked there it was like 1/2 a mile and a drunk almost hit us but we were so jacked up on suger that we were laughing the whole time.

We talked about everything and just had alot of fun. It made me realize how much I missed my friends and everyone else.

I play D&D lame I know but I love it it's like for a few hours I can live out a fanticy and be someone else(were really into the role playing part of the game) my favorite charictors are assasins or thieves and I always play elves.

well anyway my dream this time was based in the world were the game is taking place but instead of the charictors there it was the players and it involved the guy I like again. He saved me in the dream(no uncommon in game because as sneaky as my charictor is unless you have your back turned she really doesn't have much of a chance of killing you and if your not human she runs. she wouldn't have a chance.) but the dream was fuzz then when he saved me crystal clear. Are these dreams like other peoples dreams or is this another of the vison dreams I've been having?

I'm terrible at keeping a jernal. I awlays mean to write whats going throw my head just to get it out of my system so i can't keep thinking about it. have you ever noticed the more you think about a problem the harder the problem seems? Well kok maybe thats just me.

My family or should I say my mom belives everyone has a power that there natural good at and then you can develop anything you interested in. My moms good at divination. ever since i was a little girl I can remember people comeing to the house asking for her readings. She does tarot cards and native american animal cards. Shes also a nateral emipthetic who can't shield. If you have any idea whats it's like to be an empithetic then you know how bad it can get if you can't shield and if you have no idea then I can't begin to explain. Just imagine walking into a large room and feeling every persons emotions as if they were your own. Most of the time my mom stays at home for that reson.

I grew up around this my whole life and waited egarly to find out what i was good at wial dabbling in a little bit of everything even the bad things my mom would have punished me severly for if she had any idea.

About 7 monthes ago I started having dreams. I know doesn't seem real ground breaking right but before I never had real dreams i'd close my eyes and see darkness and feel extream fear. (I used to have terrible night terrors and now I run, kick, scream and try to escape my room in my sleep(doors not locked or anything I just can't seem to work a door nob lol)). But anyway now I dream. and it was alway really wierd.

The one I remember best was of this guy I used to really like named Jake. well i hadn't seen him in about 8 monthes and i had a dream about him we were talking but all I heard was white noise but he was wearing the most ugly bright green and yellow outfit. i woke up and though 'ok that was wierd' I told my mom about it and she just said that I hadn't screamed last night and when she checked on me i was acually sleeping peacfully for once(usually it takes sleeping pills to make me sleep soundly but i hate taking pills so am always tierd). Well I got dressed and went to chior(it's the only class I took this year 3 hours of chior and home school I loved it) when i walked into the classroom it was full of the band members(we share the room with band) wearing there green and gold martching band uniforms and i saw Jake we talking about nothing interesting before he went to prefom at the rally.

At first I though ok whatever cool cowincidance. but then I had a dream about this guy I'm majorly crushing on. I only see him with his brother and a couple of mutual friends for a feew hours ever monday when we all get togather and hang out. So any way I had a dream were I saw him with some one else (the face was blurred) and we talked and I found out a little bit more about the past he keeps secret. So that monday I go to my friends house hang out and when its time to leave Josh gets ready to take me home and asks Dana(the guy I like) to ride along because he's really tired and it's a long drive. On the way home those to told story for the entire half hour drive and I learned to much about the 2 of them and it was so much fun.

But now I'm getting the dreams like once a week. my mom has never heard of anything like this and now instead of happening the next day it can be relitive to something a couple days in the future. If anyone one really knows anything about this please message me. I don't know how to use this if I don't understand it. I really whats the use in knowing the future if its so obsure (to me at least) that its meaning less.