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ok today i had a half day of skool which was sooo needed! and then i came home...my brother got my soccer ball stuck up in the tree so he was tryin to get it down wit this bat welp i was riding my bike past the tree and it feel down and hit me in the face...so i gotted mad an was acting like i was gunna hit him but put it down welp he grabbed it so i took off running and he got me at the purch and threw it at me and it slammed into my back! OUCH! so i came in and was in So much pain and i was tryin to tell ym dad but my bro threw the ball on these glass plates which i guess pissed off my dad bc he started ascreaming at us...so i went outside and was under the deck setting on the lawn mower and he canme out there and was like did i tell u u could cum back out side? and im like no and he is like welp y r u out here then...and im like bc u said cant u guys just fuckin play outyside for two seconds or det down or sumthing...welp he walked away cussing....then cums out a lil bit later telling me how much better his day was b4 we came home and ruined it...8-) great fun! NOT! and then he has my bro cum out there and say he was srry...i wsnt even mad at my bro...i was pissed off at my dad!! and then bout 30 minutes later he cums out there and wants to give us ice cream....oh yeah that always makes things better...i remember wen my rents were goin thru the divorce thingy they took us to the park....wtf?? 8-) but yeah so we went to wally world then DQ and we started talking again...sadly...lol. so i get home, adn im bored as fuck..so me and my bro wlak down to the ball court but a dude is down there and i dont get along wit him or his family so i wasnt even goin to try to make him go away...so we played tennis at the fire station....we played 4 ever til we got the bell stuck in yet another god damn tree....fuck all trees!! they should rot in hell!! he he but yeah so we came inside and we was listening to music in my room then my mom got home so we eat supper and my rents went to bed...along wit my bother...and here i am...listening to sirus...and oh yes my doggy angel si in heat so there is this dog 1000 times bigger then her trying to hump her and he cant reach her so he is mainly just doin the air...its really disturbing...who ever said dog porn was even remotely interesting is a dumb fuck ok?!?! lol but yeah thats bout it 4 now....later

I'm in conniptions for the final act you came here for

The one derivative you manage is the one I abhor

I need a minute to elaborate for everyone the

Everyday bullshit things that you have done



Your impossible ego fuck is like a

Megalomaniacal tab on my tongue

You fuckin' touch me I will rip you apart

I'll reach in and take a bite out of that

Shit you call a heart...



I don't mind being ogled, ridiculed

Made to feel miniscule

If you consider the source, it's kinda pitiful

The only thing you really know about me is...

...that's all you'll ever know



I know why you blame me (yourself)

I know why you plague me (yourself)



I'm turning it around like a knife in the shell

I wanna understand why, but I'm hurting myself

I haven't seen a lotta reasons to stop it

I can't just drop it

I'm just a bastard, but at least I admit it

At least I admit it



I know why you blame me (yourself)

I know why you plague me (yourself)



Kill you - fuck you - I will never be you

Kill you - fuck you - I will never be you

I can't fuckin' take it anymore

A snap of the synapse

And now it's fuckin' war

Kill you - fuck you - I will never be you

Here we go again, motherfucker



Come on down, and see the idiot right here

Too fucked to beg and not afraid to care

What's the matter with calamity anyway?

Right? Get the fuck outta my face

Understand that I can't feel anything

It isn't like I wanna sift through the decay

I feel like a would, like I got a fuckin'

Gun against my head, you live when I'm dead



One more time, mother fucker



Everybody hates me now, so fuck it

Blood's on my face and my hands, and I

Don't know why, I'm not afraid to cry

But that's none of your business

Whose life is it? Get it? See it? Feel it? Eat it?

Spin it around so i can spit in its face

I wanna leave without a trace

Cuz I don't wanna diein this place



People = Shit

People = Shit (Whatcha gonna do?)

People = Shit (Cuz I am not afraid of you)

People = Shit (I'm everything you'll never be)

People = Shit



It never stops - you can't be everything to everyone

Contagion - I'm sittin' at the side of Satan

What do you want from me?

They never told me the failure I was meant to be

Overdo it - don't tell me you blew it

Stop your bitchin' and fight your way through it

I'M - NOT - LIKE - YOU - I - JUST - FUCK - UP



C'mon mother fucker, everybody has to die



People = Shit

People = Shit (Whatcha gonna do?)

People = Shit (Cuz I am not afraid of you)

People = Shit (I'm everything you'll never be)

People = Shit

ok last nite i dempt that me and cassie was on this lil 4 wheeler time thingy and we were on our way to colton and sarahs aplce out far past society and into this woodys outdoor type place...so yeah first of the road is super narrow and theres water we can fall in and theres like alligators in the water...so im tryin not to fall in and die! lol and then we get there and coltons car is aorked outside the house but no one is inside and cassies dad pulls up and has her get in the truck bc she is in trouble bc she wasnt suppose to cum out there with me (ok first off cassie would never disobey ur rents bc sumthing like this would absolutely kill her) ha ha but yeah ne ways so im forced to drive back wit the lil 4 wheeler thingy and i make it and then i go to the skool and im walking uo and down the halls way just bacl and forth and bout the 5 or 6th time i wlak by kord and he grabs my arm and im like o so ur talking to me now r ya? and he goes cum one lets go talk...so we go in the science room and we dint even talk...we get on the computer and i get on xanga...lmao...yeah it was super funny...i woke up like wtf?? lol but yeah it tells what i do in my days....im always wit cassie...sarah and colton always wanna plan stuff wit us...i wnated my 4 wheeler back after i got pulled over on it like 3 or 4 times...and kord never talks to me...and of corse im on xanga like 24/7 atleats one time a day....but yeah it was wierd...i ahve other ones but ill tell ya laterz

ok so im home anlone and im listenin to sirus octane....right now smile empty soul is on so its all good. im on the cell wit my mom and gma bc sumthing happened to my mom and it realli pissed her off so now shes venting to me and my gma. yeah i know how she feels...completely! ok so its the week end and i ahve nuttin plan or no where to go sadly...but its all good bc id rather be bored off ym ass here then at skool cussing pplz out 24/7.....yeah i know it sounds fun...but it gets old! ha ha... ok u know sumthign that is stupid? tha fact that ppl mouth off to me 4 being athiest but yet i dont know one god damn person who is a true christian....they r fuckin fake...atleast im being tru to myself! and that fact that drew...is a huge poser! i dont care what u all say...he is...he bends over fuckin backwards to kis the preps asses! and then talks to me bout rock and slipknot and then has to stop bc a prep wnats him 8-) oh cum on...not even i am that bad!! so think twice b4 u call me a poser! ok im addmitting to being an attention whore but alot of ppl i ahng around r so can u really blame me? =) i was thinking bout cleaning the house while my dad was gone but its not dirty so yeah...thats my ecuses and im sticking to it!! lol oh yes my lil cousin noah has a fuckin mohawk!!!! it was sooo kick ass bc he is the one who wnated it and he is like 3 yrs of age!! how fuckin awesome is that?! i was goin to "rock out" kierra but she is like 1 and noah is already starting...*evil laugh* but yeah once my uncle had me babyset his 5 kids for like a week straight and by the time i left they were listening to 98.9 and headbanging and doin the "funky chicken" it was awesome! (even tho i cant stand them) lol...but yeah thats bout all ive got to say so im out!

1.Vincent

2.brittany

3.Alexis

4.Lauren

5.cruz

6.Sindy

7.diana

8.monica

9.john

10.justin

11.kristen

12.hannah

13.meredith

14.corie donoho

15.kory cook

16.cory curnow

17.mrs. arth

18.mrs. thorne

19.my brother sumtimes

20.maritza sykes

21.drew sumtimes

22.troy

23.all preps

24.seth





thats all i ahve for now but im sure ill find more stupid ass fuckers so dont worry! he he

things i hate...

1.preps

2.ppl who dont think for themselves

3.skool

4.authority unless its mine

5.not geting to do things

6.being depressed

7.when ppl interupt me

8.ppl who taunt others for no reason at all

9.teachers

10.wearing pink (sorry mom and dad)

11. rap/pop/hip hop/country

12.lil kids

13.doin things w/o getting paid

14.back stabbers

15. posers ( bc im not one no matter what u mutha fuckers say!!)

16.the chavez pplz

17.ppl who follow others like they have no mind of thier own

18. ppl who r desepertaly addicted to god and ne thing to do wit god...its annoying and i dont part of it...so stfu!!

19. getting yelled at or lectured on how i act or who i hang wit...if i want to stop hanging with them ro acting this way ill stop ok?

20. when ppl think they know u or what ur goin thru and they dont...ugh stfu!

21.the fact that ive never done a drug in my life...i feel a bit immature for that

22. when ppl get on to u for being immature thats one fo the only times im happy...so get the fuck over it

23.vincent...omg i ahte that stupid ass fucker! he sould die!!

24.the fact that the skool blocked xanga...thats gay...just bc they dont liek what i write bout them...i mean come on i was being honest

25.when ppl keep dumb stuff from u...



thats bout it 4 now but im sure ill think of more tuff that pisses me off and makes me mad!