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Your Demons Kiss
06:04 Feb 09 2012
Times Read: 431




Crawl into your corner as you take another hit

And slowly lose your thoughts as you drift towards nothingness

And when you wake you seek her out

You long for your demon''s kiss

You long to feel the sting as she bites into your wrist



And you know its wrong

But without her

You'll never reach the stars

Even though

She's the one

That gave you all your scars

And you know

That your night

Has only just begun

When she whispers in your ear

"It's time to have a little fun."



So take the needle out of your arm and toss it to the side

And crawl back to your corner where gone insane you hide

Your addiction's killing you

You don't know how to fight

And you fall into the arms of your dark lover every night



You know it's wrong

but it feels so right

Even as your lips turn blue

Now cross your heart

And hope to die

Now stick that needle in your eye

The only way

That you have left

To catch that fleeting high



Then you shudder

And close your eyes

And throw back your head

As you reach the sky

Only to fall

Much to fast

This weightlessness

It never lasts





Run across the tracks

You're playin' chicken with a train

But you never feel alive

Unless you're flirting with some pain

So crawl back to your corner

'Cos every warning sign was useless

When gambling with your life

Losing can be ruthless

Love
04:57 Feb 08 2012
Times Read: 435

When we first met all I could see was love in your eyes

Now I look at you and I can see Im what you dispise

How come you never touch me

You act like I dont exsist

You never fuck me me

Insted you crush me with your fists

All I ever needed was to be in your arms

I never thought that you and I would be the one

Torn apart by the same shit our parents had done

When you raise your hand at me

All I wanna do is run

But something holds me back

I dont really wanna leave

But im tired of the coldness

You dont really care about me needs

I dont think I can hold this shit together anymore

I cant take it

And look your already slamming doors

Maybe it was drugs and all the things we shouldnt have done

and you never trust me

That isnt fucking love

You sucked the life from me

You sucked the life from us.

Theres no more you and me

No more cocaine; extasy

If you dont come back clean

I cant beleive the things you said to me

You dont think i can see it in your eyes

I can see the way you lie

Thats why theres no more you and I.

American Dream
04:29 Feb 08 2012
Times Read: 437

By the time I was 10

I thought I would be dead

breaking dolls at the head

mama running from the feds

dirty looks from the rev

and hiding under beds

psychiatrists and prescription meds

I was just a kid caught up in their habits

he said she said momma was an addict

daddy was a fiend he couldn't stay clean

together were a family

its the American dream





By the time I was 12

I was living in this hell

the day momma died

nobody would tell

Daddy wasn't there

he was living in a cell

and no one really cared

when I cried for help

I was just a kid

caught up in her habits

he said she said now Im an addict

Im such a fiend I cant stay clean

together were a family its the American dream

Meh...
04:37 Feb 05 2012
Times Read: 440

Can you see Inside my head is filled with anxiety,

Paranoia,Guilt,Everybody lies to me,

I'm overcome by agony,find comfort in my tragedy

Casualties, Catastrophe, Everybody's Mad at Me!,

Thats Why They Took My Family,

Thats Why I Face insanity

& The World Around Me Never Seizes To Examine Me!,

Pissy drunk shooting sanitation in my arm &

What the fuck why do my temptations do me harm and

I don't know what I have done that has me staring at this gun

2 steps to oblivion where no one ever pities them

Vanity
04:30 Feb 05 2012
Times Read: 442




The vantity consuming you,you know is fucking pitiful

Staring in the mirror screaming FUCK YOU

same voices and rushes of adrenaline

same noises wishing to just be sane again.

Luck Is Fucked
00:05 Feb 04 2012
Times Read: 444

Let Me Get Inside Your Mind

Lets Drive Blind Folded On Highways Until We Fucking Die

Lets cut up all these lines

In bloody suicide

What the fuck

I Hate My Fucking Life I Think I need a sign from Christ,

Before I fucking Slit My Wrist With This Dirty Knife!

I'm living In a box,swimming tied to rocks

Crying Til' I'm Bloodshot, Stomach Up In KNOTS,

Ive given all Ive got its not enough,then way the fuck,

I'm either fucking cursed or I'm Just Stuck With Shitty Luck

pissy drunk carving lacerations in my arm and,

What The Fuck

Why do my temptations do me harm

I don't know what I can Do to keep My Fucking Head on screwed

Maybe Pop a Pill or 2

Or sniff a tube of model glue

I'm Obvious, I'm vulnerable, crude and indispicable

All hail Kendle Sixx

But Kendle Is Just Miserable

Love
23:46 Feb 02 2012
Times Read: 453

If you relish me my time will be a ticking clock and crush me like I crush these rocks until my fucking heart is stopped and suck me in euphoric to the touch I want some more of it the rush is not enough cause you don't love me like the first time that we fucked and now I'm on the carpet tryna pick you up and huff you up you fucked me up and now I'm stuck all doors are shut pressures rising close me eyes I'm lost in my own paradise eyes open wide I'm tryna mend these wounds I crave you like I crave the womb the stars the moon the sun and we've only just begun this love affair that gets us nowhere but I don't care... I don't

I smell you on my pillow I should kill you I should tell you that I love you but I will not let you be the one to break me of my struggle still juggle moods and attitudes god damn your rude and when it's you and me I don't even crave for food I need booze and without you I need pills without you I feel sick I'll suck you up in dollar bills but your really fucking killing me poisoned will in me that has me staring at the ceiling paint panting til I paint until you tie me in restraints I just can't take it no more get away from the door and let me be without you I might have to face insanity but fuck it just give me one more kiss because I love it...