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ON PEOPLE IS SICK!!!!!!!

UGH JUST MAKES ME WANNA PUKE!

DO PPL NOT GET WHAT THOSE ANIMALS GO THROUGH JUST TO BE PUT ON THERE BACKS..

REALLY PEOPLE DO SOME RESEARCH AND IF YOU HAVE ANY KIND OF HEART YOU'LL SEE ITS WRONG!

Name:

Age:

Phone Number:

Hair:

Eyes:

Piercings/tattoos:

Drink/smoke:



WHAT D0 Y0U THINK 0F MY

Personality:

Eyes:

Face:

Hair:

Clothes:

Humor:

Manners:

Friends:

Decisions:



W0ULD Y0U...

Go out with me:

Give me your number:

Kiss me:

Let me kiss you:

Watch a movie with me:

Drive me somewhere private:

Take a shower with me:

Be my bf/gf:

Take me home to meet your family:

Let me sleep in your bed if I didn't have one:

Tell me the truth no matter what:

Lie to make me feel better:

Hold my hand:

Keep in touch:

Try and solve my problems:

Love me:

Ditch me:

Use me:

Fuck me :



D0 Y0U...

Think I'm cute:

Want to fuck me:

Want to kiss me:



AM I...

Smart:

Hot:

Funny:

Cool:

Interesting to talk to:





HAVE Y0U EVER...

Thought about me:

Thought there might be an "US":

Found yourself wanting to kiss me:

Wished I were there:

Wanted to ask me out:



WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 IF...

I said I liked you:

I kissed you:

I wanted to fuck you: I

I touched your ass:

I was hospitalized:

I got in a fight and you were there:

I got dumped:

I pissed you off:

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iam
07:03 Jan 05 2009

started filling this out then things started getting weird

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You used me



I used you.



U used to love me.



I still love you.



You used to pick me flowers.



Brush me hair from my face.



No u scream at me.



And make me feel disgraced.



Its like a wilted rose [[us]]



Like a match that will never light.



ITS all there but the courage to strike.



I miss believing in fairy tale endings.



I miss wishing it would be just fine.



Now im just imune to every lil lie.



If we're both so [[unhappy]]



as we each say we are.



Then why are we still trying.



how did we get this far?



almost 2 years of the same fuck you's and pricks.



It gets old after the first few. But we just never quit.



Im spilling my heart out on the floor.



Letting it roll away.



If you want to you can catch it.



and either keep it or give it to me.



but once it rolls past u.



This is all done.



I'll let it go,



Let my heart keep rolling.



Not let the tears show.



maybe some one will find it.



and keep it safe for me



or maybe they'll return it.



Hopfully back in one peace.

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DiabolicMessiah
06:06 Jun 18 2008

God, I feel you. It's alot like that w/ me and my ex-wife.

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For once, I just want some one to feel what I’m feeling, To know what to say, To take My side, To love me for me and not want to change a thing.. For once I wish people wouldnt think such bad thing’s about me, Bc I’m not a bad person.. I don’t hate any one, NO matter what you guys all think. I can dislike parts of people but I don’t hate.



For once I would just like, For some one to sit down and get to know the real me. Not have something TO say, or add.



I’d like for some one to say and mean. "It’s ok"



For once I’d like to believe it,



I’m not just some one, I’m alot of thing’s.



I may not have perfect hair, Or skin or a perfect body.



But I’m way more then that.



I have a mind, I know how to use it. I have a heart. That know’s how to love. I have eyes that can see right through any one. I can smell a liar from a million miles away, I am probably one of the least stuck up people on this earth.



For some reason people seem to think the oppisite of what I really am IS me, Well people I’m cutting my last string. Think what you will. That is your right, But Ignorance is not bliss. You want to hate me bc you’re afraid to love me.



SO go ahead, Be out of my life, Think im some horrible person, That just leaves room for some one who gives a damn about me. In my life, I’m not missing out on you. You’re missing out on me, And No matter HOW bad that sounds, I deserve to say it, and mean it and not be walked over.



So think about it,



You can be in my life,



Or you can’t be.



Simple question simple answer,



I don’t need bullshit, I don’t need lies. I don’t need drama.

I'm laying here thinking..

I just let every one walk all over me, Hurt me. I just smile at them and let them do it. I can't even muster up a few mean words. I the thought of hurting them kills me. WHy? Why do i care so much for people that could care less about me. My sister walked on me for the last time, Used me and my mother for the last thing, I yelled at her. I feel horrible, But I know that I can't back down I need to stand my ground..



WHy do I still believe in true love. Soul mates, Meeting some one and knowing that you love them when you hardly have even said two words to them.

Is there something seriously wrong with me to still have faith.

For some reason no matter how much i'm hurt or how many time's i've been let down or let others down,

I still believe there is that one person out there. That's going to love me for everything I am and everything Im not, And i will feel exactly the same way about them..

You may call me stupid or arrogant,

I just can't give up hope in the little things.

No matter how beat down i get how deperessed I am, Something tells me not to lose faith that what i'm searching for is out there, and there is some one else wanting and feeling the exact same things,



Eh i hope i'm right,,,