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It’s not same as it used to be
And I’m afraid it’s pointing back at me
I have to question what I still believe
I just hope I find the missing piece
Feels like every day’s the same
Chemicals inside my brain
Make me think I’m in a simulation
Nothing ever seems to change
And it’s written on my face
Am I living in my own creation?

Am I alive or am I just breathing?
I’m so numb that sometimes I fear it’s all make-believe
Is it make-believe?
I’ve been lost looking for a reason to
To carry on but I’m losing hope
Is this all a dream
Tell me is it make-believe

I’m not the same as I used to be
I think I’m haunted by the things I’ve seen
Is anybody else the same as me
Is anybody else the same as me
Feels like every day’s the same

Chemicals inside my brain
Make me think I’m in a simulation
Nothing ever seems to change
And it’s written on my face
Am I headed for my own damnation?

Am I alive or am I just breathing?
I’m so numb that sometimes I fear it’s all make-believe
Is it make-believe?
I’ve been lost looking for a reason to
To carry on but I’m losing hope
Is this all a dream
Tell me is it make-believe

Am I glitching in & out again?
When the game is over will I see the end
Maybe they just forgot to plug in me
The screen is black & now
I’m seeing red
Now I’m seeing red
When the game is over will I see the end

Am I alive or am I just breathing?
I’m so numb that sometimes I fear it’s all make-believe
Is it make-believe?
I’ve been lost looking for a reason to
To carry on but I’m losing hope
Is this all a dream
Tell me is it make-believe