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I told a friend something today and just wanted to save it here. Maybe as some sort of message to my future self to keep going on.



"Believe me, I'm in a very shitty place right now and literally every waking moment hurts. And some sleeping moments. But I press forward in hopes that someday it won't suck. And either I'll be wrong, and die having pressed as hard as I could, or I'll be right and be happy again. Either one is a win."



And it really is. Sometimes you feel like nothing is ever going to go right again. You won't win that contest. You won't land that job. You won't ever hear from that person again. And it scares you at a level where you don't realize you're frightened. A deep part of you just feels... Wrong. Like something is missing, and that hole where it used to be is eating you up from the inside out.



And maybe it is doing just that.



But if you let it win, you may as well die now. Our limits are only what we put on ourselves.



'There are no limits, only plateaus. And we must not stay there.' ~ Bruce Lee.