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strange things ...
14:18 Mar 28 2009
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are afoot with my laptop..

the desktop going blank ..

the drag assness of my connection even when the skies ARENT cloudy ...

the fact that one scan i ran TOLD me that my hard drive is likely to crash and to start backing up my files....



if i disappear ... you'll know what happened ...



:(

another heart felt moment from KK
23:41 Mar 26 2009
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i did something today, that i was rather proud of..

well.. it started last night..



someone pissed me off..

and i logged out before answering...

gave myself time to think and decide how i was gonna handle it, then today, handled it with a clearer mind...



im still upset, but i accepted the apology ..

things wont ever be totally the same though ..



yanno ??

spring storms and fuckity internet . UGH
14:26 Mar 25 2009
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ack!



as if my internet connection wasnt tenuous enough already... the weather here today has me seriously hampered as far as my online doings go ..



i can barely move around online .. pages taking longer to load than when i had fuckin DIAL UP haha .. some pages never DO load .. and i havent been able to connect to yahoo messenger... since last night(ok early this morning lmfao), and this morning, meebo is one of the pages that wont load up at all...



so .. if yer out there lol and yer looking for meh ... my best advice is try my gmail .. i have been able to get on there SO FAR.. but sending out messages takes a month of sundays lol ...



on a lighter note .. seems like a DAMN good time to get some imaging done :)



YAY for FORCED creativity ! hahah

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
02:01 Mar 24 2009
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CSI:Miami ish on :D

what has KK learned tonight ?!?!
07:20 Mar 22 2009
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1) Some gay guys are TOTALLY hawt :)



2) apparently i have the ability to touch peoples lives without meaning too .. and thats not a bad quality :)



3) a very dear friend of mine is apparently not speaking to me ... andi dont know WHY .. and it bothers me :(



4) theres prolly more .. that i just cant think of becuz im tired lol

yesh lol i consider myself a pagan :)
03:40 Mar 22 2009
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picked up from Moonsong .. who picked it up from another ...

and yes .. i consider myself a pagan ..

OMG!!
02:19 Mar 21 2009
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whoa .. check this OUT you guys ...

Muh Moonie turned me on to this group ..

this stuff FLOORS me !!!!

****
23:45 Mar 19 2009
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so help me GAWD ...



if i find out your fucking with her ...

AGAIN...

after all your bullshit ..



if your STILL trying to pull shit... either of you ... ..

you REALLY arent gonna like me when im done with YOU

heh
16:54 Mar 18 2009
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thanks VW39 ... for turning me on to this guy :)

so today .. .. ..
03:03 Mar 18 2009
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i had the distinct honor of judging a St Pattys Day profile contest, for The Coven Of The Screaming Banshee ....



i just wanted to say publicly, that it wasnt an easy job !! ALL the entrants had great ideas and profiles, but in the end one lil detail stood out for me and made my decision for me ...



So, to everyone that entered the contest ...

hiddensoul

hexshadow

xsilverxmoonxnightx

LadyStrange

saphireblood

TiarasDream, and

normski...



i wanna say CONGRATS .. you all really did do a great job ...



and to TiarasDream ... CHEERS! *raises a glass of Guinness*...



and to everyone ...



HAPPY ST PATTYS DAY !!!!



now ...

gimme another drink .. this Guinness sucks LMFAO

lets see...
05:52 Mar 17 2009
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what has KK learned tonight??



first .. that my nanny is an even bigger bitch than i thought :)



that i had ALMOST forgotten how much i luff my generic buttery nipples LMFAO



that drinking makes me even angrier at my nanny and shes lucky i dont bust up in there at THIS time of night and give her aNOTHER piece of my mind



that i miss my Ruca Pucca very much already :( and shes only been gone a couple hours :((



that talking to stikki whilst drinkin can be VERY snort inducing .. OMMFG hahahhahah i snorted WRITING that hahahhahha



that i wish there was a ARBYS in my town =/



that i think Craig Ferguson is a FUNNY MUTHER SMURFER lmfaoooooo



that the lead singer dood of The 69 Eyes .. has one of the sexiest voices EVER !!



*shifty eyes*

theres someone on my mind that prolly shouldnt be ....



and i miss him....





that drinkin reminds me of just how lonely i really am sometimes ...



that i actually CAN cuss my Nanny and feel good about it afterward lmfao



that i am VERY VERY glad to be home, but also looking forward to my next chance to go play in the poker tourny :):):):):):) (i won one round last night!!)



i found out that even though i KNEW i was attached to Ruca... having to take her home was even harder than i thought ...



and i learned something very special about my oldest daughter ... she hasnt lost an ability that she had as a young child ... that most children "grow out of" or become jaded to and lose ....





i know some of those were kinda cryptic lol .. you'll just have to roll with it cuz im drunk and felt like doing it this way o.0





haha



oh oh oh ..

and i learned as i was typing this entry up ...

that my generic buttery nipples ... now have a real name ....



TRACYES BUTTERY NIPS >;)



hhhhahahha i LUFF joo PD !!! lololololololol

*pecks on computer screen*
13:34 Mar 15 2009
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DOOD!!

dont make me bust up in my journal with an entry about how fuckin RUDE you are.. cuz i have NO PROBLEM with doing just that ... names and all :)



i asked a simple question ... what happened??

i explained MY actions to what i had seen (kicking out a profile that VR said no longer existed)



then i asked a simple SECOND question ...

at least tell me why you arent ANSWERING lol ...



personally...i thought we were buds... i'd still like to know whut happened ... hell i'd still like to think we are buds ..



but sheeeshhhh dood ... it was just a simple question lol ... trust me .. i can handle the truth :)

almost ...
13:20 Mar 15 2009
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its the last day of the tourney, tomorrow i will be going home, and back to a place where i can sleep when and for how long i wanna without having to worry about anyone or anything else YAYNESS!



i can sleep with my TV on... i can sleep with my light on if'n i wanna... i can sleep til fucking NOON if I wanna...



but most importantly ... there wont be a kid hanging on to me 24/7 YAYYYYYYYYYYY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



okay... now that the rant is over .. lol



i do NOT hate children or babies lol

i am a VERY maternal person.. i have four children of my own, and lost three, and there doesnt a day go BY that i dont wonder how those three would have turned out had i carried them to term...



i love being pregnant .. i love having lil ones ..

and toddlers, and kids, .. you get the picture .. lol ..



maybe im getting cranky in my *old* age, or my tolerance level is dropping?



though all FOUR of my kids are loving, huggy, touchy kids, none of them had to CLING to me to be able to FUNCTION from minute to minute, like the baby i have been babysitting this week, does ..



when each one of my babies came home from the hospital, they came home to their babybed in the living room, they slept with the tv on and lights on. WHY you ask? Because i refused to have a child that could only sleep in perfect sillence and dark... the real world doesnt SHUT down when the baby sleeps, i wasnt gonna shut my world down just to keep a kid asleep



from a very early age, i read to my kids, i gave them fun things to do as well as educational things to do, and my kids got told NO! when they needed it, and spanked when they needed it.. what good does saying "no no now..." do, when the kid just looks at you as it keeps on doing whatever it was you said no to?? ... NO GOOD at all, and though you think you might be raising the child kinder and gentler, what your doing is hurting the kid in the long run, AND yourself .. you're gonna wake up one morning with a 15 yr old thats doing drugs and fucking everything that will stand still long enuff.. and wonder where the hell you went wrong ...



a child is a blank slate when it gets here... it knows NOTHING but how to eat, shit, and sleep.. it learns what it is taught... so why not teach it right from wrong? why not teach it to love learning and to WANT to learn more? why not teach it discipline and self control? self confidence? self reliance? im not saying IGNORE the kid .. but christ on a cheezit, let it do SOME things for itself...





OK WHOA .. lmfao .. that all went in a totally different direction than i was aiming for LMFAO !!



and as usual ... i'm ...



just sayin' :)

!!!!!!!!!OMG!!!!!!!!!!!
01:08 Mar 14 2009
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i LOVE kids

hell i love THIS kid like he was MY grandson damn near it





BUT





I

NEED

A

FUCKING

BREAK !!!!!!!!









just sayin :)

so erm ..
15:57 Mar 12 2009
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after a couple hours of hard core rating ...

i just gotta say ...



i HATE profiles with nothing but quizzes and surveys on them !



and everyone takes the SAME FUCKING ONES...



its like reading the same profile over

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0.o

KK quote . . . .
12:16 Mar 10 2009
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"you need to grasp the fact that your life doesnt revolve around someone elses control.. you cant be a good sub until you learn to control YOURSELF.. thus gain the ability to give that control to someone else ..."







just said that to someone else...

and upon saying it .. the gravity of it truly hit me ...

i really..
08:50 Mar 06 2009
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REALLY need to go to sleep ...





just sayin lol