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i shoulda known21:36 Jun 04 2008
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something would come along and fuck it up
i said .. good tings never happen to me and when they DO they get ripped away ...
some things never change
thresholds--15:54 Jun 04 2008
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yup...
i'm just about to step up to a new one!
my first trip on an airplane.. i'm nervous.. excited.. a tad scared..
the layover and meeting friends there....
and the destination.. WOW .WYOMING... can it handle the Kami?? heh .. lets hope so lol
Today, i think it's REALLY setting in .. i feel...
EXHILARATED!!! its hard to explain lol.. i have my headfones on... and i am listening to AC/DC at DEAFENING DECIBELS. and omfg its GREAT !!!
(COME ON COME ..LISTEN TO THE MONEY TALK haha)
i feel like.... something good may actually gonna be about to happen for me... and honestly, that scares me a little... good things just DONT happen to me, and when they DO. just about the time i get used to it.. its JERKED AWAY from me *eyes you know who*... yeah .. im scared.. as a mutherfucker .. part of me wants to call it off.. and just stay here where its safe, where i am used to the disappointment and nothing new comes along ... here where its basically safe...
but i want something ... ANYTHING.. i want difference and excitement and a challenge.. i fucking want MORE.. i want it to stay... i want ..
well you know whut they say, want in one hand shit in the other, and see which one fills up the fastest...
i'll NEVEr know, if i stay here.. yanno??
but if i stay here i wont have to suffer the inevitable heartbreak and let down ....
(HELLS BELLS !!!!!! -- sorry .. i hadda interject there :)
im torn
im scared
im excited
im not sure
and i just want this volume switch to go up a few more notches... ANGUS can RIP the fear outta me :) lol
Im roaring Thunder
Im pouring Rain
Im coming on like a Hurricane...
*sigh*
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