you dont know me
and i dont know you
BUT!
i do have an opinion based on what little info i have
and BY GAWD lol ima state it :P
ok
shit happens
we ALL know that
but the thing is... you dont gotta fucking LIE about it.
see, heres the thing, even though i DONT think it exists for me, i DO like to think that some people out there DO eventually find some version of true love.
my PROBLEM IS.. why you gotta lie and cheat in the process??
why is it so hard to ... NOT cheat on someone??
alright, let me make a suggestion, and lets see what ya think about it ..
if you are with one person, and somehow you meet someone else that you think might be THE ONE..
BREAK UP WITH THE FIRST PERSON AND STOP USING THEM AS A BACK UP!!!..
ok was that over any ones head??
too hard to grasp??
then you are the truest form of a FUCKING RETARD, yes a true blood FUCKTARD....
now..
on to part two of this "Its none of my business but ima rant ANY fucking way" rant...
if your friends with someone, and you find yourself falling in love with their man, well sure, shit happens, but GAWD DAMMIT.. BE A REAL FUCKING WOMAN about it and TELL THE FRIEND.... oh .. you will for SURE lose the friend, but thats eventually gonna happen ANY damn way .. at least do it the RIGHT way.. dont be a piece of shit COWARD about it ..
and ya know what else??
when that man, that your friend loved, turns out to be a BIG OLD FUCKTARD... you DONT get the right to whine about it... for one, you shoulda hadda CLUE he was a fucktard, cuz he cheated on someone to be with YOU.. and for another, you damn well brought it on your STUPID WHOREY ASS SELF... by doing your friend such a way...
Karma is a STONE COLD HARD CORE BITCH, and when she bites you on the ass, shes like a RABID GATOR... she goes into a death roll meant to rip your intestines out your anal cavity..
and quite honestly i think its funny as FUCK
waller in yer mess baby... YOU MADE IT :)
so i stated early on that all this is none of my business, and its not, but its something i feel QUITE strongly about, as the SAME FUCKING THING, almost word for word, happen to ME....
in MY case, MissKarma hasnt come around to take her bite yet, but she will :).. and honestly, i hope its just as bad if not worse.
True love is never a bad thing.
More power to any one who finds it.
But why hurt someone to get it, when its SO FUCKING EASY to just tell the truth, and do it right?
i'll NEVER understand that part....
this is a copy of a letter i just sent in to the local paper, to be printed as a LETTER TO THE EDITOR.....
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To Whom EVER may have found the black ladies wallet, lost/left at The Smoke Shop, in Parachute..
I hope you are enjoying that 1300 dollars. If you pilfered thru anything other than the money, I am sure you are aware that I am from out of state. Thanks SO MUCH for keeping the money that was to get me home. My kids appreciate it too.
IF you would like to return it, it can be done anonymously. You can mail it ton (my addy). It would be nice to get back the birth certificate, and the blue EBT card, that you cant use anyway because you dont have the pin number.
Either way, I hope you sleep well tonight. My kids aren't. I'm not.
signed,
xxxxxx xxxxxxxx
(address above)
ph. XXX-XXX-XXXX
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somehow
i dont feel much better
completely and totally official
i GIVE THE FUCK UP
i swear i try
i try to look for positives, and reasons to go on
but WHY FUCKING BOTHER
YESH, THE WORLDS OLDEST emo IS BACK
the harder i try, the more trouble i GO to to try and fix my self and my life, the WORSE Things fucking turn out
earlier today i called julia, and ask her if she wanted WENDYS for lunch, and told her i was buying, she said sure, so i started gathering up my purse and what not to get ready to go
no wallet
its GONE
we have searched obth rooms, called the two shops we went to yesterday
its just gone
it, my drivers liscence, my birth certificate, my EBT card, and 1300 FUCKING DOLLARS
gone
that my getting home money
i cant get another job cuz NOW I HAVE NO FUCKING ID
i cant keep my own room cuz that was also my RENT MONEY
TELL ME AGAIN that i shouldnt be so negative
TELL ME AGAIN that i have a good reason to wake up and breath every morning
TEL ME AGAIN that its worth trying
ya know whut
FUCK YOU
COMMENTS
*big hug*
I really hope things will get better for you *hugs*
ouch...I thought I had shitty luck. Damn...I hope the day will get better for you some how.
wow, my heart goes out to you , hope it shall turn up
On no...I'm so sorry to hear that hon.
its almost 3 am here in Colorado
and i am watching cartoons *eep*
i COULD be watching my EUREKA dvds, or CSI MIAMI (of course that might lead to diddling :)
but nooooooooooo
im watching GARGOYLES
:-/
COMMENTS
[snickers] What's wrong with Gargoyles? =PPP
lmao
nothing lol
in fact, i loved it
hahahaha
yes.... HOW INTERESTING that YOU of ALL people, would make an entry bitching and whining about someone that turned out to NOT be what you thought they were....
thats a little like the pot calling the kettle black .... dontcha think??
maybe its KARMA, maybe its the universe NIBBLING at your ass and giving you just a TASTE of your own FUCKING medicine... an yes i mean just nibbling, because i can GUARANTEE you, that in NO WAY do you feel as betrayed and lied too as i did
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sahahria
14:20 Jul 27 2008
It's not love, it's the ME ME ME stage of infatuation. Love while great is also hard work, and if you cut corners in developing a relationship at the start, then it has nothing to stand on later.
It will falter when they stop "being in love" with each other AKA, "You don't make me as happy as I once was, so there is fault in you". People that look for something to complete them, never find it because the issue is themself.
KamarillaKaine
14:24 Jul 27 2008
sadly... you're very right... thank you for the response :)
*turns on the flashlight* lol
(thinks its funny that folks are gonna wonder about THAT lololol)
i just wish there was some way to make it easier on those of us on the GOT FUCKED OVER end of the stick :(
queenmorbid
15:03 Jul 27 2008
KK, have I mentioned, I love you to pieces? Truer words have never been spoken.
Amaltheia
15:14 Jul 27 2008
Amen sweetheart. =]
Sinora
15:20 Jul 27 2008
You want a way to make it easier ?...never found one yet hon.
I've been lucky in that I always had a friend to hand just when I hit the ground screaming.
KamarillaKaine
15:31 Jul 27 2008
omg do i EVER know that "hit the ground screaming" part, and thankfully, i too have had a friend there with their hand reaching for me when it happened.
QM .. *mmmwwwaaaa* love you too girlie. :)
LadyChordewa
17:24 Jul 27 2008
KamarillaKaine
18:31 Jul 27 2008
zactly Chordey !
captainglobehead
17:27 Jul 28 2008
You are wise beyond your years.