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dunno

13:53 Jul 27 2008
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you dont know me

and i dont know you

BUT!

i do have an opinion based on what little info i have

and BY GAWD lol ima state it :P



ok

shit happens

we ALL know that

but the thing is... you dont gotta fucking LIE about it.



see, heres the thing, even though i DONT think it exists for me, i DO like to think that some people out there DO eventually find some version of true love.



my PROBLEM IS.. why you gotta lie and cheat in the process??



why is it so hard to ... NOT cheat on someone??



alright, let me make a suggestion, and lets see what ya think about it ..



if you are with one person, and somehow you meet someone else that you think might be THE ONE..

BREAK UP WITH THE FIRST PERSON AND STOP USING THEM AS A BACK UP!!!..



ok was that over any ones head??

too hard to grasp??

then you are the truest form of a FUCKING RETARD, yes a true blood FUCKTARD....





now..

on to part two of this "Its none of my business but ima rant ANY fucking way" rant...



if your friends with someone, and you find yourself falling in love with their man, well sure, shit happens, but GAWD DAMMIT.. BE A REAL FUCKING WOMAN about it and TELL THE FRIEND.... oh .. you will for SURE lose the friend, but thats eventually gonna happen ANY damn way .. at least do it the RIGHT way.. dont be a piece of shit COWARD about it ..



and ya know what else??

when that man, that your friend loved, turns out to be a BIG OLD FUCKTARD... you DONT get the right to whine about it... for one, you shoulda hadda CLUE he was a fucktard, cuz he cheated on someone to be with YOU.. and for another, you damn well brought it on your STUPID WHOREY ASS SELF... by doing your friend such a way...



Karma is a STONE COLD HARD CORE BITCH, and when she bites you on the ass, shes like a RABID GATOR... she goes into a death roll meant to rip your intestines out your anal cavity..



and quite honestly i think its funny as FUCK



waller in yer mess baby... YOU MADE IT :)



so i stated early on that all this is none of my business, and its not, but its something i feel QUITE strongly about, as the SAME FUCKING THING, almost word for word, happen to ME....



in MY case, MissKarma hasnt come around to take her bite yet, but she will :).. and honestly, i hope its just as bad if not worse.



True love is never a bad thing.

More power to any one who finds it.

But why hurt someone to get it, when its SO FUCKING EASY to just tell the truth, and do it right?



i'll NEVER understand that part....



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sahahria
sahahria
14:20 Jul 27 2008

It's not love, it's the ME ME ME stage of infatuation. Love while great is also hard work, and if you cut corners in developing a relationship at the start, then it has nothing to stand on later.



It will falter when they stop "being in love" with each other AKA, "You don't make me as happy as I once was, so there is fault in you". People that look for something to complete them, never find it because the issue is themself.





KamarillaKaine
KamarillaKaine
14:24 Jul 27 2008

sadly... you're very right... thank you for the response :)



*turns on the flashlight* lol

(thinks its funny that folks are gonna wonder about THAT lololol)



i just wish there was some way to make it easier on those of us on the GOT FUCKED OVER end of the stick :(





queenmorbid
queenmorbid
15:03 Jul 27 2008

KK, have I mentioned, I love you to pieces? Truer words have never been spoken.





Amaltheia
Amaltheia
15:14 Jul 27 2008

Amen sweetheart. =]





Sinora
Sinora
15:20 Jul 27 2008

You want a way to make it easier ?...never found one yet hon.



I've been lucky in that I always had a friend to hand just when I hit the ground screaming.





KamarillaKaine
KamarillaKaine
15:31 Jul 27 2008

omg do i EVER know that "hit the ground screaming" part, and thankfully, i too have had a friend there with their hand reaching for me when it happened.



QM .. *mmmwwwaaaa* love you too girlie. :)






LadyChordewa
LadyChordewa
17:24 Jul 27 2008

One little thing to think about. If a man cheats on one woman with you, what in the world is going stop him from cheating on you?






KamarillaKaine
KamarillaKaine
18:31 Jul 27 2008

zactly Chordey !





captainglobehead
captainglobehead
17:27 Jul 28 2008

You are wise beyond your years.





 

*heavy hearted sigh*

19:43 Jul 18 2008
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e-FUCKING-gads

23:16 Jul 15 2008
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*looks around with shifty eyes*



erm

i found my wallet



:)))


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Sinora
Sinora
23:31 Jul 15 2008

*Does happy dance*....ahhh I'm so pleased for you x





Amaltheia
Amaltheia
23:51 Jul 15 2008

Yay for wallets Lol





 

a letter

20:53 Jul 15 2008
Times Read: 723


this is a copy of a letter i just sent in to the local paper, to be printed as a LETTER TO THE EDITOR.....

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To Whom EVER may have found the black ladies wallet, lost/left at The Smoke Shop, in Parachute..



I hope you are enjoying that 1300 dollars. If you pilfered thru anything other than the money, I am sure you are aware that I am from out of state. Thanks SO MUCH for keeping the money that was to get me home. My kids appreciate it too.



IF you would like to return it, it can be done anonymously. You can mail it ton (my addy). It would be nice to get back the birth certificate, and the blue EBT card, that you cant use anyway because you dont have the pin number.



Either way, I hope you sleep well tonight. My kids aren't. I'm not.



signed,

xxxxxx xxxxxxxx

(address above)

ph. XXX-XXX-XXXX





************************************



somehow

i dont feel much better


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cadrewolf
cadrewolf
21:06 Jul 15 2008

smiles.





 

its official

19:32 Jul 15 2008
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completely and totally official

i GIVE THE FUCK UP

i swear i try

i try to look for positives, and reasons to go on

but WHY FUCKING BOTHER

YESH, THE WORLDS OLDEST emo IS BACK

the harder i try, the more trouble i GO to to try and fix my self and my life, the WORSE Things fucking turn out



earlier today i called julia, and ask her if she wanted WENDYS for lunch, and told her i was buying, she said sure, so i started gathering up my purse and what not to get ready to go



no wallet

its GONE

we have searched obth rooms, called the two shops we went to yesterday

its just gone

it, my drivers liscence, my birth certificate, my EBT card, and 1300 FUCKING DOLLARS

gone

that my getting home money

i cant get another job cuz NOW I HAVE NO FUCKING ID

i cant keep my own room cuz that was also my RENT MONEY



TELL ME AGAIN that i shouldnt be so negative

TELL ME AGAIN that i have a good reason to wake up and breath every morning

TEL ME AGAIN that its worth trying



ya know whut

FUCK YOU


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pandorasbx65
pandorasbx65
19:41 Jul 15 2008

*big hug*





LadySerkan
LadySerkan
19:50 Jul 15 2008

I really hope things will get better for you *hugs*





SouthernFreak
SouthernFreak
20:18 Jul 15 2008

ouch...I thought I had shitty luck. Damn...I hope the day will get better for you some how.





cadrewolf
cadrewolf
20:25 Jul 15 2008

wow, my heart goes out to you , hope it shall turn up





Sinora
Sinora
23:15 Jul 15 2008

On no...I'm so sorry to hear that hon.





 

cartoons

09:54 Jul 15 2008
Times Read: 755


its almost 3 am here in Colorado

and i am watching cartoons *eep*



i COULD be watching my EUREKA dvds, or CSI MIAMI (of course that might lead to diddling :)



but nooooooooooo

im watching GARGOYLES



:-/


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Amaltheia
Amaltheia
14:54 Jul 15 2008

[snickers] What's wrong with Gargoyles? =PPP





KamarillaKaine
KamarillaKaine
19:39 Jul 15 2008

lmao

nothing lol

in fact, i loved it

hahahaha





 

how interesting

06:37 Jul 09 2008
Times Read: 788


yes.... HOW INTERESTING that YOU of ALL people, would make an entry bitching and whining about someone that turned out to NOT be what you thought they were....



thats a little like the pot calling the kettle black .... dontcha think??



maybe its KARMA, maybe its the universe NIBBLING at your ass and giving you just a TASTE of your own FUCKING medicine... an yes i mean just nibbling, because i can GUARANTEE you, that in NO WAY do you feel as betrayed and lied too as i did


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