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The stars lean down to kiss you,

And I lie awake and miss you.

Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,

But I'll miss your arms around me.

I'd send a postcard to you dear,

'Cause I wish you were here.



I'll watch the night turn light blue.

But it's not the same without you,

Because it takes two to whisper quietly,

The silence isn't so bad,

Till I look at my hands and feel sad,

'Cause the spaces between my fingers

Are right where yours fit perfectly.



I'll find repose in new ways,

Though I haven't slept in two days,

'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.

But drenched in Vanilla twilight,

I'll sit on the front porch all night,

Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.

I don't feel so alone.

I don't feel so alone.

I don't feel so alone.



As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.

I'll think of you tonight.



When violet eyes get brighter,

And heavy wings grow lighter,

I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.

And I'll forget the world that I knew,

But I swear I won't forget you,

Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,

I'd whisper in your ear,

Oh darling I wish you were here.

Killing me inside, no way to escape,

Indescribable pain does permeate,

My shattered body you eviscerate,

Benevolence in my voice too late,

Even as I'm dashed upon the cold slate,

Ruin and my thirst won't sate,

Lies that my blackened heart creates,

Yet I find peace that there is no escape...



So I sat cradled in my insecurity,

Holding onto my insanity,

And waking up in calamity,

Never living, never dying,

I can't help but start crying,

An emptiness inside me lying.



My heart's desire will never be,

A truth that I would never see,

That I will suffer forever more,

To wake up upon your door,

Hatred gone and spirit pure,

Every part of me will be sure,

When the final bell tolls...



I hope we can redeem our souls.