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I will be honest, my darkness scares me, I have no problem with who I am, but I know when I sleep my darkness area are trying to take over.

From the slayer who wants to kill me, to the guy who craves what he should not. I know I have Sins, but sometimes I am afraid my sins will condemn me. I need help to make sure I don't follow my darkness, where is the light in my world. I think I am falling and need the light.

I will start from the beginning. I am from Idaho, at 12, I was in a car accident. Some have told me that I developed MPD. But these were old voices and many started teaching me.

About 8 months ago, I got hurt in a bad relationship. Before that time, I never tried to let my dark side rule me. My lusts, my fear, my darkness was in check, but then I got hurt and it destroyed the protection. I was lead to this site, and it lets me be who I feel I really am.

So don't worry, I am not competely lost, but the souls I carry teach me and show me the darkness and I am there for my friends.

So come chat some time to learn more.

I am starting to work on my journal more now. I will tell people about me. If you have any questions you want put in this journal, just ask and I will post in journal for you.



I will be writing some old poems and adding new ones that I think of. Ask you never know if i might add a poem about you.



Potions are a little harder for me to do, but i will think of some and who knows they might work for you.



I have started going thru my books and find you some good spells, or basic protection if you wnat it.



Stories who knows, might add, might not

Sorry, lot of stuff been going on. That and rating and forum to increase, i just not got to this for a while. But starting next week new stuff will start appearing