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Merick got scared away from me even as a friend cuz I have depression problems, he said he loved me now if he loved me he would of tried to help and maie me feel better, which he almost did before blocking me off, now Im hurt and I donno what to think about myself a maybe I am ugly, maybe I am insane who knows but now Im more depressed that ever becuz of merick and now Im considering suicide even more. But I wont do it cuz theres one person who I know loves me and he'll take care of me.

I hate not knowing how some poeple know me!!! Theres some one here at my skool thats here on VR and he's stalking me and I cant figure out who the fuck it is!!! Im not scared just pissed that I dont know him!! What should I do?

Oh how I loath the life I live!!!!! I hate living with other living people. I want to drink blood but have no way to obtain it. I want to be a vampire so bad it isnt funny!!!!! Someone please help me!!!!!!