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I've had a pretty fucked up week to be honest. If it's not one thing it's another. My stupid brother and my dad can be assholes and everythings okay. My stupid sister can be a cunt and no one says anything but the very second I do anything they don't agree with I'm told all kinds of shit. I'm not allowed to show anger, act out, or do anything that's socially unacceptable yet they do whatever they want and no one says anything. My brother can throw chairs, punch walls, break shelves and do whatever suits his mood. My dad can yell and cause all kinds of chaos and my sister gets to react however she wants about anything and everything, cry, yell, swear and nope, nothing. I say one goddamned thing and they flip out. I'm supposed to keep my cool, I'm supposed to stay calm no matter how they use me. I'm supposed to keep my head down and do exactly how I'm told, I'm supposed to "be the adult" in a house full of fucking children and I'm sick of it. I'm sick of helping my stupid dad out whever he wants and getting nothing in return. I'm sick of my stupid mom telling me shit when my brother gets away with the same thing or worse and I'm sick of my goddamned emo sister. I seriously wish I had a job. I wish I had a way out. I'm seriously fed up with all of the bullshit. I don't need this, I don't owe them anything and to be honest, I've about had my fill of them all.

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DestroyingAngel
17:23 Oct 01 2010

Family...

can be quite exhausting! Sorry to hear about all this bad stuff. I hope they get their shit together soon. Or for a little while. *hugs*

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Apparently falling asleep unintentionally and letting the cell phone battery die because of it is merrit for an automatic assumption that I don't want to talk to people. My my why can't my definition of not wanting to talk to people actually match the worlds for once? Just once? *sighs* And people wonder why I choose not to sleep sometimes. This is precisely why there are times when I welcome insomnia with open arms. *sighs again*

Time to be the bigger person and not write about anything going on with anything personally about anything involving me and my personal life. *thumbs up himself* It's good to be an adult sometimes.

So it's practically winter. Well, not really but it's starting to get chilly. It only got up to 60 degrees today and it doesn't look like it'll warm up much anytime in the near future. My neighbor though thinks even though it's fall she'd love to do a few rennovations to her house she's buying. It needs a lot of work but the work she's planning on doing is completely pointless given the time of year. She wants to rip out her bathtub downstairs and replace it with her washer and drying which currently resides in the basement. That part I can kinda see but she's been going up and down the stairs to the basement since she's lived there for like 5 years and so she should probably wait until the spring or summer to do that but hey, if they let me help out maybe I can make some extra spending money. Then she wants to build a patio in the middle of her yard so she can sit her little lawn swing and a grill on. It's odd though because she wants it in the middle instead of off to one side near her porch. I'm all for patios because I'm a grill kind of guy. I love to bbq but with her yard layout it would look a little out of place in the middle off to one side like she wants it. But once again if she lets me help out then that's more spending money for me. Also she's having the hillbilly's son who live upstairs from me help and to be honest that kid isn't much of a genius and so it probably won't be done correctly but hey, she'll pay me once it's fucked up to fix it and so more money for me. I mean I'll try and add my two cents in but this kid is determined that he knows exactly what he's doing even if he doesn't and so I doubt my opinion will matter much but hey, at least it keeps my wallet from collecting dust. *half smiles*

So apparently somehow a virus infected my pc. I boot it up and it's apparently mega infected from what Windows said. Downloaded AVG to try and clean it up? After installing itsaid "avg.exe is infected cannot start application" wouldn't let me open the web or anything. So I had to wipe my drive. *sighs* Restored to factory settings so I could keep windows 7. BUT I managed to save my most important things. Now though I'm good. Back online and I put AVG on this bad boy. So, moral of this post? Never run Windows without an antivirus. No matter how careful you are, something will sneak by.

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Robin3x3
20:21 Sep 13 2010

hance why i don't do avg..... nor mcfee or norton.



try avast.

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JustinDupree
21:40 Sep 13 2010

I wasn't using AVG when I got it. I wasn't using anything. That's why I got it. Although, 6 months with no antivirus and only one virus? Not really bad in my opinion. I'm using AVG now but I seriously might try Avast.

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DestroyingAngel
09:36 Sep 16 2010

That sucks ass.

We just got rid of that facebook virus. Yeeeah. That was great fun. Fucked things up so much that we had to reformat.

Sorry to hear about that :(

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So I got this cheap mp3 player for my birthday like what 3 or 4 years ago right? 2 months in the battery wouldn't hold a charge. It's one of those cheap mini ones with no screen? Just 1GB wanted it for portable music (way before my psp. GOD I MISS THAT THING!) and so today I get it out and was going to throw it away, figured it wasn't working so why keep it. Then I thought maybe I should try it one more time. So I plugged it in for about 15 minutes and tried it. It worked as long as it was plugged in. So, I figured I'd hook it up via usb to my ps3 while I played Final Fantasy XIII (CP grinding Ugh lol) and so on the way over to my bed I dropped it and it hit the bed frame. Meh, no biggie right? Barely works anyway, so I go plug it in and listen to music for a bit. Then I realized the usb fell out sometime while I was listening and it had been running properly the whole time. Weird huh? So now it gets the full 3 and a half hour charge it should have had all along. I only wonder how long it'll work like that lol. XD

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ArmandII
01:28 Sep 17 2010

good to hear that its fixed i didnt know this had happened. im glad for you

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I had a pretty good fucking day today. :D It pretty much rocked ass. Spent loads of time with my girl. Watched Youth in Revolt. Played Fable. Today couldn't have been better. I'm really happy. Today fucking rocked. *happy face*

I got root beer in the glass bottle. I feel all growed up. *smiles faintly*