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Once more I travel in the valley of the darkness. Pain filling my past times. But hark, fear not, for if at all pain will lift I will soar again. I am immortal, A demon, of sorts. The blackest heart in the land. But my sword will not dull, nor will a single person chip it. I will rule my life, as no other can do so. And I can't fail. To quote a great vampire.



"I will be the Vampire Lestat for all to see. A symbol, a freak of nature-something loved, something despised, all of those things. I tell you, I can't give up, I can't miss. And quite frankly I'm not the least bit afraid."



And so my life tracks on, darkness can't beat me. Nor would I go down without a fight if not I could stop it. I am who I am and being that, I will not give in. I am Justin. I am mighty. And I, for the most part, am Unstoppable.



"And my dark soul is happy again because it does not know how to be anything else for very long and because the pain is a deep, dark sea, in which I would drown if I did not sail my little craft steadily over the surface, steadily toward a sun that will never raise." ~Lestat, aftermath of Akasha's downfall.~

Is it okay for someone to use the ol' "I'll kill myself if you leave me" bit? I mean in my opinion it isn't. My girlfriend, My wishfully ex girlfriend, used that on my today as I was saying "We should see other people." She has lied to me for the past three years. on and off, as far as I know. She did tell the truth, when it benifited her. I mean if she's going to lie all the time, constantly why the fuck would she use that? I would assume I don't mean that much to someone who has lied to me for 3 years but then again maybe I am wrong. Anyone think so? I have no clue. One of those days huh? If we break up and I am the instigator and she kills herself, I'll feel guilty. I'll feel as if I have killed her. It's silly, I know it is, But I'll feel that way. It's like I have been sentenced to life sentence for the murder i never pulled the trigger for. That I am on Death Row and my concencious is the Lethal injection. I'll be a prisioner to my thoughts. My mind my cell. Oh, well. Fogvie me. I'm ranting. Thanks for listening, and if you didn't then that's okay. I'm used to it by now.