FINALLY! I get on my notebook and send her a message and lo and behold she gets it! Funny how two seperate desktop computers wouldn't let her get mine but my notebook would. It's way newer then the desktops. It's less then a year old but I figured if two other pcs wouldn't send then this one wouldn't as well. I thought it was an IP thingy or an internet thing but it seemed to just be crappy desktops. That and I offered an offering of fruity pebbles to the gods of the internets and they heard my prayers! lol XD Anyway, I'm super happy now. Go me! lol
And about the kismet things? Some people just need to grow the fuck up. But they won't as long as they can go tattle to admins and a mass system message will be sent to cover the emos asses. Come on people. Be fucking adults for once. Ugh. Maybe it's just my patients running thin but that is really fucking annoying that some people see a "flame" kismet and instantly tell the sites "mommies and daddies" it's childish and the admins need to tell em to either don't read that persons kismet or block em. Plain and simple. Seems like some people lack common sense.
I've lost track of the days already. For some unknown reason she still hasn't gotten on here to check for messages. If I didn't keep getting emails from her I'd think she'd rather not talk to me. I love those emails. They remind me that she still loves me. It's sad that technology hinders things sometimes and I just wish on every shooting star in the sky tonight that she gets on here soon and sees the messages I've sent. I love you. I miss you. I hope to hear from you soon.
So here's what's been happening to my phone. It shut off on it's own right? Well I turn it on and it comes on fine, LG logo and everything. Then after 20-30 seconds it shuts off. Sooner if you try and call. Here's the kicker though, it'll start RIGHT back up after it shuts off and you see the logo again and everything will happen again and again. Battery is fully charged and it still does it on the charger. It'll turn on and off like that until you take the battery out and put it back in. Then it won't turn on again until you manually turn it on, then it's back to the loop listed above. It's crazy. I managed to type a txt to my girl though in that 30 seconds, had to practice like 50 times but I managed to be that fast and told her to get on here. *crosses his fingers* Here's hoping it works. *sighs*
Since she's not getting my messsages I'm going to start writting here so she can stay up to date on me. That way she knows I've really been trying to talk to her and some how she's not getting my emails or Ims.
So I don't know if you remember but a while ago (I wrote about this in here remember?) this guy came to my door and was being all stupid when my brother answered? Said he had an attitude when he opened it and what not? Well I just got back from walking to the dollar store for cat food and speedway for a soda on the way home with my brother, my sister, and my dad was bored so he tagged along. Anyway, so we're in the dollar store getting cat food and that same guy comes in. He looks at me, looks at my brother and then says "Hey, don't I know you?" and my brother said "Nope." because we never hung out with that guy. He then says "Yeah, I do know know you. You're that guy who came to the door all hard like. Had an attitude about it" and my brother just ignored him and walked out. Well he follows us and was like "I said you're the guy with a fucking attitude!" and my brothers like "Yeah, I heard you, you're the one who came to my door all stupid like so what?" and he's like "You're just a fat fuck that's all you are. You're nothing" and my brothers like "I may be fat but I get more pussy then you do!" and the guys like "You're all talk" and my brothers like "Whatever" and we start walking away again so he says "Yeah, walk away you and your fat brother" and now I'm getting pissed because I didn't say anything to the faggot. So I turn around and I'm like "Why don't you put that mouth to good use? I'm sure you can get five whole dollars on the corner for it" and he's like "Oh yeah?" and that's all he said. So my brother and I lol'd and we went on to speedway. Well I'll be damned if that retard didn't follow us in his car. He gets out of the car while me and my brother are inside getting soda and he tells my dad "When your sons come out Ima whup em" (yes, he said 'whup') and my dad's like "I don't think you should do that they can take care of themselves" so he goes to his car takes off his shirt and gets these motorcycle gloves the leather kind with no fingers? And he's like "Well Ima whup em and I don't care if I go to jail, I got money to bail out" and so we get our soda and he's at the door waiting. Well while we pay for it he gets in his car and leaves. So we come out and walk along the same road we were before on the way back and the dumb ass never shows. And he said WE were all talk. Isn't that crazy? How dumb is that dude? Just because he THOUGHT my brother had an attitude like 2 months ago? wtf? I mean people are stupid but this guy was like 5 feet 6 tops and was like 140lbs max and he's wanting to take on my brother who is like 6 feet something and like 300lbs and me who is really close to six feet if not six feet (I've been told 5 feet 11 all the way to 6 feet) and I weight like 210lbs. It's like what was he thinking? And my dad was like "What if he had a knife?" and I'm like "I think my brother and I can move fast enough to advoid it enough for the other to get an advantage" I mean I'm all for fair fighting and all that. I mean one on one if my brother or me got our ass kicked then we'd just get our ass kicked but if he had a knife? I'd be on him like that. *snaps* Anyway, it's fucking halarious. I thought I'd share that with you. Hope to hear from you soon babe. I love you and I miss you. XoXo
So my cell phone died day before yesterday. I called them and they gave me the run around all day yesterday. Then I called today and they said it was still under warrenty which I already knew and that they'd send me a replacement phone. I asked how long that would be and they said they don't know. Also apparently, yahoo instant messenger and email only works one way for me. I can get my girls messages and emails just fine but for some reason she can't get mine. And to top it all off the one day she doesn't get on here, is the day I'm hoping she does so that she can get my messages here. Hopefully. Anyway, I have been trying to message her, I have been trying to email. I even woke up extra early today so I could message her before work so that she'd know I was trying to talk to her but she doesn't get my ims or my emails. *sighs* It's going to be one hell of a week until she decides she's going to check here like we talked about a LONG time ago. We said if we couldn't get ahold of one another through yahoo or IM that we'd check here. Hopefully tomorrow she remembers that and she does. I hope so anyway. I love you baby, I really miss you and I hope you read this soon. XoXo
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you know why they do that, right? warranty or no warranty, you need to complain to high heaven forcefully before they even give you a new phone...cheapazzes.
Lame, lame, lame! That company needs to fix the fucking phone already lol...
Im sorry it's putting a damper in talking with your sweetie. Hope that they fix that crap for you soon! :P
I wish for one single moment I could let my girl read my thoughts like Edward can. I wish for one single moment she could see into my mind. I wish for one solitary night she could see all I had to think and feel. I'd show her how unconditionally I adore her, how deeply I need her and how madly in love with her I really am. I'd show her how she looks in my eyes. How beautiful and amazing she is in my heart and how much I can't live without her. I feel jealous of Bella in that sense. That she can let Edward read her mind when she desires to. I wish I could let my girl see into mine so she could see how much I really truely, deeply, insanely and irrationally love her more then I've ever thought possible. More then anyone else loves another person or thing. More then humanly possible. More then she'll ever know. More then I'll ever be able to put into words. More then words could ever describe. I love her so selflessly I'd give up breathing to make her happy. I wish I could show her that for one single minute. That would be so awesome.
Ugh, it's stormy and my net connection is being bitchy. Curse you Gods of Thunderstorms! *shakes his fist*
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Saw The Graves the night before last. Don't watch it. That movie is a septic mess. It actually sucks so bad I wonder if it was originally intended to be an oral porn movie. That's how bad it sucks. Acting sucks, visuals suck. The only nice thing about it was the desert was beautiful if you like brown sandy places with many rocks. 1 out of 5. Waste of 98 minutes.
Finally crashed and ended up with 3 hours of sleep. Would have been awesome to sleep longer but it seems the bladder can only be told to hush so many times before it yells back "Empty me fucker" and so I had to wake up. It got up to 98 today. It was so fucking humid it wasn't funny. 98 is kinda weird for my state but at the same time it's not unheard of. A bit uncommon to say the least.
Seventy hours without sleep. Vault doesn't even keep me alert anymore. It's kinda funny actually. But on the other hand I've caught up on NCIS a bit. They've got a marathon on.
There are no rules that can bind you when you find your other half.- Jacob Black
I watched Daybreakers last night. The new vampire film from this year? About 2 weeks ago I watched a movie called Daybreakers about a zombie like virus? I was thinking maybe I had the names mixed up or something but apparently Daybreakers is indeed a vampire film. Anyway, it's a pretty decent movie although there were some major problems I had with it. Number one instead of some super human bat like thingy they should have made more of a weaker zombie like vampire. That would be more plausable no? You are deprived from human blood you should get weaker not stronger. And the bit about vampire blood turning you human was kinda lame. Really? If that's the case the bat like thingys should have already begun being human and what not, no? Anyway, other then those bits and the ending the movie was okay. I give it a 3/5. It's a one time watch for me.
(I'm thinking about doing this for a while. Watching a movie, giving a review and then my take on it. I know people rarely read this but if a movie sucks and I end up saving one person from having to suffer through it then my job is done lol)
I haven't been this sad in many months. I haven't been this lost in many months. Only my partner can save me...
Well it's a good thing my dad got me a vault while he was out today. Sleep won't find me again this evening. *sighs*
I can't sleep. I won't disclose why here but there's a reason. Anyway, I just finished watching the Crazies. Not the old one, the new remake? It's a pretty good movie. I must be easilly impressed because it seems every movie I've seen lately I've been saying "it's a pretty good movie" Heh. Anyway, I like the part where the Sheriff stabs that one chick in the neck with the knife she put through his hand? Nice touch. Then again I'm a fan of gore and what nots and so horror movies are kinda my thing. I'm going to try and watch the new Horrorfest ones when I can. I've always liked that series although I must say there are a few, maybe two, that I wasn't big fans off. Meh, you can't love em all. lol.
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Amazing! I loved this one alot! I wanna see more amazing originals like this and soon!!! :P
For the record, I didn't write it. It's by a band called Blue October. It's the lyrics of their song "Calling You"
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