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Little me



”Dont let them get you” He says, taking a sip from the glass of brandy before putting it back down on the dirty table. I had been thinking about asking someone to come and clean it up for the past hour now, but knowing this place, no one would come.



“I´m to busy trying not to let me get me” I say and smile as I finally manage to peal the label of my beer bottle.



“Do they know you’re here?” He asks ignoring my previous sentence.



“I don’t know, and just like them I don’t care”



It was true I didn’t care. Not only because I am emotional disturbed but because it´s hard to care about people who only sees the faults in you, who only notes you when you do something wrong, well something they think is wrong anyway.



“Come on” He says and takes my hand, leading me over the dance floor and through the sea of people at the club called The Dark Soul. A perfect name for a place like this one, it fits the look, the smell and the people in it perfectly.

He takes me to one of the rooms in the back of the club, he checks to see if it’s free and then we step inside closing the door, shutting out some of the load music. I look around in the room were I have been over a hundred times before, just like the rest of the place it is painted black and it feels and smells dirty.



“Cant do anything out there any more” I hear him say in the dark, his voice sounds like its coming from the table in the left corner.



“I know” I mumble as I lit the small and only lamp in the room. “Too many cops around”



“Here, catch!” He throws a bottle of Whiskey towards me, fallowed by a small plastic bag. The Whiskey I catch without a problem but the bag falls down to the floor, landing on a bed of dust. I sigh and pick it up, glancing at the two white pills inside and then I look back at the bottle in my other hand.



“Whiskey?” I ask raising an eyebrow as I look at him.



“Like you can’t drink that like water” He smiles. “Besides, it makes it work faster”



I don’t say anything, I just open the plastic bag pop the pills into my mouth before almost pouring all of the sheep liquor down my throat.

After drinking almost every drop I put the bottle down as I catch my breath.



“See just like water” I hear him say. But from the burning in my throat I wouldn’t call it water. But he was right, it did make it work faster…allot faster. My head starts to spin; it’s like the storm before the calm instead of the clam before the storm, the on and only part of this I don’t like.

I suddenly lose my balance and I can feel how my knees give in under me, but then as I am about to let my head make contact with the hard concrete floor, I feel two strong arms catch me.



“Easy baby” He says and picks me up, caring me over to the dirty old mattress in the middle of the room. He gently lays me down and removes some of the raven colored hair that has fallen in my eyes. “I´ll be right back” He wishers. “I just need some for me, you were a little thirsty I think”



I open my eyes and watch as he walks out the door, leaving it slightly open so that I can hear the music properly.

Everything has stopped spinning now; now everything is just fine, everything is good, atlist in my world, the real world I don’t really care about.

I can hear how they start to play one of my favourite songs, its an old song but I just heard it four month ago, at my birthday.



“What do you want to hear?” He asked. “Something…something that can tell people my new age!” I answered and he put it on.



I had loved it right away. I slowly start to sing along with the words as I lay here in my own little world.



“Little 15 you help her forget, the world outside you're not part of it yet, and if you could drive, you could drive her away, to a happier place, to a happier day, that exists in your mind, and in your smile, she could escape there, just for a while Little 15…”