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u can find solitude,

safety,

compassion,

mercy,

betrayal,

love,

hate,

murder,

protection.





seek within and find in me the shelter u seek.

i will provide for all of my days,

until the final breathe,

and the last word spoke.

as the darkness comsumes all around,

take note for the light that i will give unto u.

i will be ur light,

for as long as u will have me.



our hearts are urs,

and urs alone.

please treat them well.

we have given them to u,

we know that u will take care of them.

love them and hold them,

forever.

out of everything that i can say, any adjective or metaphore i could use or create, this is simply all i can say.





rape me,

bite me,

bleed me dry.

i dont care,

so long as u r by my side.

if i flew tonite would you cry

if i came to your dreams woudl u die

the only palce i can see you smile

is when i close my eyes

i stand in the mirror with no one looking back

my eyes overflow but no tears caress my face

they sit behind my eyes

only to release relentlessly without question

without call

the sorrow within overflows

i no longer know wat to do about it

as thought the demon within knows my greatest weakness.

the demon has learned to attack

even as i slumber

the weakest moment of an everyday life. the one place i thought was safe has been defiled.

he doesnt do actual harm to me.

only brings a soaring spirit down

but how does one cast a shadow over a drakened spirit.

my comfort, found under the midnights sky. as the smoke fills my lungs, yet carresses my lips.

a woman not bound by the chians of destiny,

to whom the sands of time does not effect.

she walks the plains of time,

never to wither

never to die

the paths are cold and lonley

yet

she is used to the chill of nothing

having no one to understand her bringings

shes been queen and a peasent

a killer and a saint

famous and a face in the crowd

shes been a winner and a loser

shes been a warrior and a door mat

but the one thing shes always been

is by herself

empires to ashes

lives turned to dust

she walks and walks searching

for one thing

to become complete

she knows so many would trade their place for hers

she knows,

they know not wat the wish for

she is searching not for answers alone

she searches for cause and peace

the woman who cannot wither has died

long long ago

now only a corpse walks the plains

hell bent on the sectets of her former self

she stands before the great river of time

wind blowing sand and blades across her face

she wishes merely for a sweet release

from her bindings

perhaps it was

that fate wrapped its delicate chains around her

she wishes and prays for a new days end

but she has never been alone

i have watched her time and time again

i have never left her side

but who is the one who has died

she or i?

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Joli
21:13 Jan 29 2008

This is quite amazing.

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i can now honestly admit one of a few secrets i have for u. its rather simple, really.

not a day hasnt passed, where i havent thought of you. since they day i met you, i have fallen asleep peacefull thinking of ur smile. this is an embaressing event indeed, but hey at least i can admit it.

now it no longer is a dream of mine, to hold u within my arms, it has turned to something that i long for. the wishes that made dreams of fantasy now roam every corner of my mind.

but the best part is how much i love it, how much i love to dream about u.