Well, I tried to categorize the symptoms of vampire hunger. It turns out that now is not the time.
Bebarlang.com
I can rate a total of 2 profiles a day for the most part, then I get sublimely bored.
There are profiles and portfolios on vr with absolutely no optimization. It's like people just put crap on their page with no thought about spacing. No wonder art degrees aren't for everyone. No photoshop and no freebie image editors. Come on people. I hate waiting for your bazillion protection stamps to load.
I went and bought a domain. It fits rather nicely. Go check it out. I went to church today with one intention.
Bebarlang.com
Listening to my team's calls. It does NOT get much more boring than this. At least they're good calls and nothing aggregious.
I am hoping to get today out of the way fairly quickly. It dawns on me that this is going to be a short weekend. I am off tomorrow but am helping a friend move. And then... I have to come in Monday morning for a freaking meeting. Erm, it's my weekend, I thought. But this meeting is mandatory. Yay. Not sure how I feel about that. But I know what's important around here.
Again, there are some good opportunities coming up. A slip up at this point is not acceptable.
I am hoping to get today out of the way fairly quickly. It dawns on me that this is going to be a short weekend. I am off tomorrow but am helping a friend move. And then... I have to come in Monday morning for a freaking meeting. Erm, it's my weekend, I thought. But this meeting is mandatory. Yay. Not sure how I feel about that. But I know what's important around here.
Again, there are some good opportunities coming up. A slip up at this point is not acceptable.
Well I certainly overdid it on the living thing. :D Went out last night and played pool with some friends at the hall. We all got rather happy. Good times.
I am having a good time with this sport. It's getting a little easier; as much as pool is going to get 'easier' during a year's time.
I just can't give her a 10. Sorry. No hard feelings? Nope. Definitely hard feelings. Frankly, am a little too geared up on other things to care. I wonder if people realize that getting riled up at a psychic vampire is like a free snack.
Yes, I do sense energy hurled at me through the Internet. I can feel it through the ether, and negative energy in my direction is a little snack at this point. Not enough to really be a substantial feed, but enough to amuse me at the very least.
Speaking of rare opportunities (points at the topic), good things again are presenting themselves to me. Time to head across the event horizon and dig in.
http://jenovas.wordpress.com
I am moving things there for an obvious reason. I don't want to be logged into VR to post a blog entry when I'm at work... or any other place other than the privacy of my home.
Very little is said about the Bebarlang tribe of mystic vampires. After my own experimentation on my unknown abilities and past, this comes the closest to being part and parcel to link my vampirism genetically into an unknown past.
What is known is that these vampires feed on life force in the manner of psychic vampires, only they do it in the astral form, leaving their physical bodies behind. It's an interesting premise to begin with, and I can vouch for its validity firsthand, having fed this way myself only in recent weeks to counteract an overly active lifestyle.
It should be mentioned at this time that I have no donor. I left that relationship behind a while ago and with it the steady source of energy that seemed to have stabilized me for the duration.
Now that I've reached into my hereditary roots and discovered this new facet, I'm beginning to truly wonder... and to fear. I've never felt this good. Or this guilty.
this network for vampires has become just a goth/ emo site and no longer applies towards actual vampirism. it seems the real vampires have left the building by the way the forum has become an even greater waste of time to read.
I find that the fastest way to feed as a psy vampire is to go into astral mode during the quiet hours of the night between 3a-nearly 6a. Most of the world is relaxed and sleeping. I can easily concentrate on and find energy signatures that I encounter on a day to day basis. Certain ones attract me more than others.
Once found, it's a simple matter to latch on and take the prana that I so desperately crave in my system these days. It's gotten worse over the years, truly.
Tonight, I discovered something interesting that feeds into a theory. In the astral form, I can sense people's dreams and I can hear what could only be their thoughts. They fly randomly into my mind's eye and they are not recognizable as my own thoughts. Distracting indeed to get caught up in that, rather than the energy I need.
I find male energy the easiest to take in. Female prana, no matter how vital just doesn't taste the same. Ever since tailoring my vampiric needs based off what I believe to be true of my heritage, I feel that I am coming into my own.
I will be at Hogwartz between 5/7 and 5/11 on vacation. I will only be reachable via owl; please see the ruddy bird outside. In case of extreme emergency, grab the glowing headset on my desk and do NOT let go. And yes... the painting on my desk IS spying on you.
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