I'm struggling today to remember the purpose of it all. What good is this useless existence? It feels as though the routine has settled in and we are back to useless routine and nothing else. It's a bit disconcerting. Existing to just "exist". What drives one forward when nothing is the exceptional reason to be.
Life plods onward. Things are still interesting, but I don't know, perhaps I'm settling into discontent again. Not much to say. Spent Christmas day at work, then came home. Happy holidays and hope that your day was certainly better than mine..
Consolation prize: Genius Bar in iTunes pointed me in the direction of Kamelot... very dark and goth and oh, so good.
Yes. Its a song by sixx am. And it's where I am at this year. Yes for the geniuses among us it means I am working this year. No family, no tree, just me and my dog. And for part of the day, others at work.
Don't wish to be a total downer so I brought my laptop and wifi for work and my beloved iPod. Tada people.
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