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17:58 Jul 28 2018
Times Read: 306
I am thankful to those special people in my life who support me, uplift me, comfort me and bring joy to my soul.
17:54 Jul 28 2018
Times Read: 307
"I am thinking of you
In my sleepless solitude tonight
If it's wrong to love you
Then my heart just won't let me be right
'Cause I've drowned in you
And I won't pull through
Without you by my side
I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
'Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight
Baby can you feel me
Imagining I'm looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mind
And yet you're so far
Like a distant star
I'm wishing on tonight
I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
'Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight
I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
'Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight
(I'd) give my all for your love
Tonight"
Three doors down
22:27 Jul 25 2018
Times Read: 357
He said he doesn't love me anymore or have any feelings for me, I tried the first 3 weeks to get him to come back told him how much I loved him, said we could work things out, please don't do this, not to abandon us but all he did in those weeks was blame me tell me he was looking forward to the next 40 years of his life doing all the things he has ever wanted to do and that he feels absolutely nothing for me anymore and is not happy with me, he has collected his things from our home from the day he left with suitcases packed & he has since returned taken almost everything of his. My 6 year old has been devastated and it has been so hard to see her pain, I tell her daily daddy loves you and so does mummy. He is seeing her every other weekend at the moment and today they are out together, he rings her every night after 6pm & is always so happy he seems so unaffected by this. It is so hard being in the house on my own. I took redundancy last year they were getting rid of my grade also as the job was changing/hours my husband didn't want our daughter going into after school clubs or with a minder. He said I'll support you so I took it & have been setting up my own therapy business but it hasn't really come to anything. I am now looking for a job he also wants his car back which I gave mine up when we were struggling a few years back and we agreed we would just have the one car. It is so hard some days to function but I do for my dd, from the get go I have forced myself out of bed sent off applications for jobs even got an interview (none since then) in the first week but my head wasn't really in a good place and although they said I did well at interview I didn't get the job. I'm trying to look for a car with the remaining of redundancy (I took us all on holiday last year first in 12 years and bought my OH a whole new wardrobe as he said he needed new clothes) I'm sacred to use the money incase I need it for an emergency (but at the moment I have no income of my own coming in and can't claim anything because of the redundancy I haven't even gone down that route I just need a job) but then if I get a job I will have to have a car so I'll be able to collect my daughter from school (or a minder - even though he never wanted that). I don't know what to do at mo he is staying at his brothers who got divorced over a year ago too. OH said he wants a divorce at mo he is paying bills still and mortgage but he has already had a go at me the other week threatening that while he pays the mortgage the house is his and then last week he took money out of the AC to pay for his car insurance and other fees when I asked what this was he said to set up and AC for solicitors I knew he had spoken to them already and had advice but I just feel sick, sad and gutted that he is rushing this along, that night he rang sobbing his dad who had been ill for sometime & in a home had passed away. It was so sad I comforted him over the phone as I was at my sisters, we talked and I tried to help him through it but the next day he just returned to being cold and nasty over the phone with me when I tried to speak with him about arrangements with dd when he rang dd he didn't listen and said put dd on the phone I don't ring up to speak with you I ring up to speak to my daughter. I can't go to solicitors they cost a fortune and I don't want to go until I have paperwork from him to get the free half hour advice then. My world has been turned upside down I've lost over 2 stone in weight I do eat but come the morning (which is the worse time of day for me) I just hit the bathroom. Some days are so bleak I can't believe the thoughts I have and then I know I have to be strong and be there for my poor sweet dd. Just wondered if anyone going through something similar that sharing on here may help we could all give each other a bit of support/advice depending at what stage we are at and though I wouldn't wish this kind of pain of anyone at least we wouldn't be out there alone. I know this overwhelming giddy pain can't last for ever I don't think I could exist like this for much longer. Anyone out there who wants to join this chat, share your story, offer advice I would really appreciate it. I'm 24 and feel like this is it for me can't believe I'm going through this with x
22:03 Jul 25 2018
Times Read: 364
Zonin out thinkin bout
You and me
Between the sheets
I wanna get intimate
But your not within my reach
So I'll have a little more wine
And I'll try to drink you out of my head
And I'll lie awake awhile
Till I'm high enuf
To forget all about you
Until I wake up again
21:52 Jul 25 2018
Times Read: 371
Baby, baby
I'm taken with the notion
To love you with the sweetest of devotion
Baby, baby
My tender love will flow from
The bluest sky to the deepest ocean
Stop for a minute
Baby, I'm so glad you're mine, yeah
You're mine
Baby, baby
The stars are shining for you
And just like me I'm sure that they adore you
Baby, baby
Go walking through the forest
The birds above a' singing you a chorus
Stop for a minute
Baby, they're so glad you're mine, oh yeah
And ever since the day you put my heart in motion
Baby I realize that there's just no getting over you
Baby, baby
In any kind of weather
I'm here for you always and forever
Baby, baby
No muscle man could sever
My love for you is true and it will never
Stop for a minute
Baby, they're so glad you're mine
And ever since the day you put my heart in motion
Baby I realize that there's just no getting over you
And ever since the day you put my heart in motion
Baby I realize that there's just no getting over you
Over you
Baby, baby
Always and forever
Baby I'm so glad that
Here for you baby
So glad you're mine
Baby I'm so glad that
When I think about you it makes me smile
Baby, baby be mine
Baby I'm so glad that
Don't stop giving love
Don't stop, no
Baby I'm so glad that you're mine
Baby I'm so glad
Baby I'm so glad that
When I think about you it makes me smile
Sorry it's actually from tool.
19:35 Jul 25 2018
Times Read: 402
There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And that emptiness you felt
Will disappear
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you, oh, oh
Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away, hey yeah
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time you'll find the way
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
That a hero lies in you
Mmm, that a hero lies in you
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