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Am I the only person that thinks Dane Cook is not funny? How the hell has this guy gotten to be everywhere right now? And when did this happen? I mean, where the fuck did he come from?



I tell you who's funny....Chelsea Handler. She has a wicked sense of humor. Her show is hilarious.

I really loathe having to deal with the status system again. It sucks. When Admin, I didn't worry about it. For some reason, I think I am the same level I have been at since I left the Admin position. Doesn't move. You know the drill, you know how it seems to sit. I am really tired of looking at that same stupid Incendiary. After this long, one would think I would be Sire. Course, I have not been on as much in the last two months....or so. I have been deflated to a certain extent.









Welcome Jamie





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97% of this level.





Another thing I miss about being Admin, is seeing who is on and in stealth mode. Also, scolding naughty people... closing forum posts, editing profiles or ports....and let's see, what else, people sure kissed my ass a lot more. HA...sure miss that. :P

Oh man, it's a slow night in here tonight. Even in myspace, there is nobody on. Not on my friend list anyway. *sigh*



I am bored.



I hear in my head, Willow's voice, "Bored now.". Love that episode!!

My Internet Explorer keeps shutting down. What does that mean? Does it mean that my pc is on it's last legs? Also, when I open my pictures, I get a message and it shuts everything down. This really, really, really, really, really, really pisses me off. I have things going on, windows open, and I don't want everything to go kaput when I click ok. SO I guess I won't click ok for awhile.



" Microsoft Visual C+ + runtime library



Runtime Error! Program: Cwindowsexplorer.exe



Abnormal program termination"



and then sometimes it gives me a longer one, in addition to the above.....*sigh*



Wonder if Cancer would know. He is the Wizard of Oz with pcs. ha...

It's really hard for me to root for the good guy sometimes in the movies. If the bad guy is hot, then I secretly want him to win....and then he needs to come take me, and show me his special purpose.

She wants me to update to get a better rating from her? I am thinking, "Chick, if you don't like my shit after about 200 pictures, one more isn't going to do it for you.". I wonder what HER pics are like. They must be fucking fantastic.











tinalteater

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Rating: 6

Comment: update and I will rate you again

Date: 03:14:51 - Sep 25 2006

Copy and paste link to play the Mel Gibson Drunk Driving game. ;)



http://www.alldumb.com/item/35395/

He is new to Rave and said he hasn't friends yet, so I thought I would introduce him to you. He is a brilliant artist, that has created some wonderful pieces of music, that can be heard on his profile, and on myspace. =) Very sweet guy.



https://www.vampirerave.com/profiles2.php?profile=noirhaus

PS--I have not read my messages, btw. I have many waiting for me. I am sorry if you have written me, and thanks, btw, as I love to get them. But I need time with each one, to think on it, and give a proper answer, to most and I don't have the time at the moment....emotional energy is more correct. Except those that are the "Hi back, thanks for the bite.", messages. :P

Does it hurt everyone's feelings when someone takes them off their friend list, or is that just me? No, I think it does everyone jjjjjust a little, deep down. I think they wonder if they are good enough.....just for a moment perhaps.



I am human. It hurts. I try to say to myself that it doesn't matter, that we didn't talk that much anyway. But I thought it was understood that we rolled that way, that we were friend list buddies.



I have taken people off my list occasionally. That was when I really didn't know them, and really shouldn't have put them there to begin with. It happens. Momentary lapse of reason. Hell I have many I have rarely spoken with, but just wanted to have a sort of connection with. You clean house. You sort through who you talk to most. Shit, I have it going on, on myspace already. I even have several waiting to be accepted or denied on there......mainly bands, though, wanting promotion, on that list.



So does it matter, in the whole scheme of things? Isn't life a collection of "the whole scheme of things"?



Oh well I say. But it's not what my heart says.

I thought I wasn't up to writing an entire entry. But the shit came out.....babbling I guess. Btw, I am either here, or at myspace, or away from the pc (inside myself)......so if you need to find me.



We rented a car to go to OKC this weekend, to see my brother and to go to the OKC fair. After the last time going to OKC in the 100 degree heat, and almost having a heat stroke, we just had to. No way would I or could I do that again, and Saturday was hot. On the way, I got a wave of panic because my body remembered that trip oh so well and I didn't feel safe all of a sudden, even with the air going. I was able to sustain a hold on steady, though. Whew...



So many people at the fair, in line to park. Waiting in the car, in line, made me panicky. I can't handle traffic. It feels so out of control. So when we finally parked I was needing a Xanax before heading in the fair. I took half. I always try the smallest first. The line to wait just to get tickets was a mile long too. Oi! We spent too much time with Justin, my brother, and missed the shopping at the over-priced booths that I like. We were there about 15 minutes maybe before they said they were closing early that night. FUCK.



It was fun though walking around, but so many people. We noticed that certain groups of people had big attitudes. It is a different feel than at home. Odd. Scary actually. Saw a few fights, one was a 17 yr. old and a cop. I snapped a pic but the kid was on the ground, so...besides we were back aways from it. But Danny was right up there after a few minutes and Neil and I were laughing about how he went right up there, front seats. haha....



Pet the animals. I like that part.....pet the Clydesdales. HUGE horses.



Met up with Neil around that time. Hadn't seen him in awhile.



Then went home...nice to be home. =)



Next day had to take the rental back. Damn.



Neil is supposed to be fixing his Honda to sell us.....since 2004. I am hoping it is soon. Nobody can say I don't have patience. But let me tell you how I loathe waiting.



Someone pissed me off in myspace. I am not up to going into it at the moment. But I will when I get a chance. Probably copy and paste from or to there. Easier than writing it all out again.



Brother Josh came through on his way to Colorado on a spur of the moment vacation that work threw upon him. Wish we could take a vacation. Another long story. But to shorten it.....SCHWANS SUCKS DICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I dispise SCHWANS!!! They are horrible to their employees.



Ok back to normal Jamie mode....



It's easier to spit shit out on the pc. Especially if you can type fast, such as myself. Thoughts just flow out, much easier than in the outer world. So you lucky people get to hear more thoughts than I verbalize.....though I do speak it outwardly too. I am always posing questions to the universe, whoever thinks they might have a theory on it. It's mainly rhetorical though, as I don't expect those I ask to know either. haha....theoretical shit. Quantum shit. The kind of shit we won't know until we pass. *sigh*



I watched Intervention last night. NOTE TO SELF: DON'T DO THAT AGAIN. Had an anorexic/bulemic on there. I guess I was to watch it for several reasons.....1. to let me know I still had some emotional issues to deal on. 2. to let me know that I have come a long ways on thinking and inner work, and am not that, nor was I that in many ways.



I was only anorexic/bulemic for about 7 or 8 months.....or so, but the thought patterns stay forever. And for years, I only ate one meal a day. My body finally said, "Enough of that shit, you are eating more now.", and the blood sugar issues started. Eh, just my bodies way of saving me. *laughing*



But anyway, while watching that (and ever since) , it made me panicky and nauseated. Strong emotional reactions for sure. But I always get that way when watching that shit...in life or on TV. Because of how people are treating their bodies......and how I could relate to back then....the sadness, the dispair. I won't be around it now. I do try to reach out and help those that seem that they might benefit from my life's lessons. But it's their shit to go through....I can't do it for them, nor do I try anymore.

For those of you looking for a silly vid to watch and laugh with...











Without the lag..



https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ETibGnGgXEo

Shocking Senatorial Votes





"Never argue with an idiot; they'll drag you down to their



level and beat you with experience." ~ anonymous







The following senators voted against making English the official language of America:











Akaka (D-HI)



Bayh (D-IN)



Biden (D-DE)



Bingaman (D-NM)



Boxer (D-CA)



Cantwell (D-WA)



Clinton (D-NY)



Dayton (D-MN)



Dodd (D-CT)



Domenici (R-NM)



Durbin (D-IL)



Feingold (D-WI)



Feinstein (D-CA)



Harkin (D-IA)



Inouye (D-HI)



Jeffords (I-VT)



Kennedy (D-MA)



Kerry (D-MA)



Kohl (D-WI)



Lautenberg (D-NJ)



Leahy (D-VT)



Levin (D-MI)



Lieberman (D-CT)



Menendez (D-NJ)



Mikulski (D-MD)



Murray (D-WA)



Obama (D-IL)



Reed (D-RI)



Reid (D-NV)



Salazar (D-CO)



Sarbanes (D-MD)



Schumer (D-NY)



Stabenow (D-MI)



Wyden (D-OR)







Now, these are the senators who voted to give illegal aliens



Social Security benefits. Regardless of political party, these



politicians need to be defeated in 2006, 2008 or 2010,



whenever they come up for office. They are grouped by



home state. If a state is not listed, there was no voting



representative.







Alaska: Stevens (R)



Arizona: McCain (R)



Arkansas: Lincoln (D) Pryor (D)



California: Boxer (D) Feinstein (D)



Colorado: Salazar (D)



Connecticut: Dodd (D) Lieberman (D)



Delaware: Biden (D) Carper (D)



Florida: Martinez (R)



Hawaii: Akaka (D) Inouye (D)



Illinois: Durbin (D) Obama (D)



Indiana: Bayh (D) Lugar (R)



Iowa: Harkin (D)



Kansas: Brownback (R)



Louisiana: Landrieu (D)



Maryland: Mikulski (D) Sarbanes (D)



Massachusetts: Kennedy (D) Kerry (D)



Montana: Baucus (D)



Nebraska: Hagel (R)



Nevada: Reid (D)



New Jersey: Lautenberg (D) Menendez (D)



New Mexico: Bingaman (D)



New York: Clinton (D) Schumer (D)



North Dakota: Dorgan (D)



Ohio: DeWine (R) Voinovich(R)



Oregon: Wyden (D)



Pennsylvania: Specter (R)



Rhode Island: Chafee (R) Reed (D)



South Carolina: Graham (R)



South Dakota: Johnson (D)



Vermont: Jeffords (I) Leahy (D)



Washington: Cantwell (D) Murray (D)



West Virginia: Rockefeller (D), by Not Voting



Wisconsin: Feingold (D) Kohl (D)







SEND THIS TO ALL YOU KNOW. THE ENTIRE POPULATION OF THE



UNITED STATES NEEDS TO KNOW THIS INFORMATION, UNLESS THEY



DON'T MIND SHARING THEIR SOCIAL SECURITY WITH FOREIGN



WORKERS, WHEN AMERICAN CITIZENS ARE BEING LEFT OUT!

"The force is strong with you, as is your silly jibberish..."