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What was going through your head on your last kiss?

"Ah aaaaaaah! Yuk. Away AWAY!"



When is the next time you'll see your closest friend?

Memo me: Get a "closest friend"



Last time you talked to your number one?

*open mouthed astonishment* A couple days ago at a restaurant and one off my balls came off and I lost a piece of body jewelry. (It fell in the toilet and I couldn't bring myself to fish it out.) A girl has got to have boundaries eh? *stares off into space thinking* I had words again an hour later in the bathroom in a store. Wasn't the most awesome day.



Any plans for tonight?

I think watching a movie with loads of guns and explosions. Maybe some betrayal and distrust. Oh and eye candy *grins* (Later: The movie sucked. Hardly any shooting or stuff blowing up. *sigh*)



Are you happy?

About what? I'm a little confused and sad about a couple things. Afraid about something else that for some sick reason I also feel guilty about. (I lied brazenly about something and I'm ashamed about it. Lying just seemed nicer than saying "Look if I met you I think it would be cool to have a roof top picnic on a building over seven floors high. Why so high? So when I throw you off chances are substantially higher that you won't survive." I lied in hopes that he'd make some assumptions and leave me alone or freak out and run from that kind of... baggage/responsibility. But OH NO Not him!)



How do you feel?

Like I should read ahead? I'm being neglectful to myself by not making a doctor's appointment. *sighs and looks stressed out* I call her Dr.Slashncut for a reason, although she is a really nice and caring person.



Who can you blame for your bad mood today?

*flicks arrow spinner on who to blame card*



Did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl?

I wonder about this sometimes. Why waste time worrying about it?



Been in love?

Maybe a thousand times. I love books, fabric, paper, my drawing pencils and so on... Thousands of imagined adventures.



How many dogs do you have?

1.5 dogs (He's a weeny dog.)



How many cats do you have?

One cat. Three feet.



Are you stubborn?

*Almost laugh juice out my nose* Well YEAH!



What were you doing at 1 am this morning?

Soaking in the bath with a fascinating book.



Listening to anything?

Music. The last line was something about beginning to curse the day I began to hope there was a place where I belong.



Are you dating the very last person you kissed?

Nope



Do you sleep on your stomach?

No. Never. Not even on accident. Sprawled on my back? Sure. Fetal position on either side? Sure. Folded up and contorted in the tub? Sure. On a train or in a boat? Yep. But on my tummy or in a car? Forget it.



Who was the last person you rode in a car with?

*sticks out tongue and thinks* I was related to them.



Who was the last person you took a picture with?

What's her head the little hockey player. *points at portfolio*



Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?

Yes. Wow, oh yes. A car, a truck, a boat, a train, a VW bus, a motor home... airplane... I've managed to impress myself.



What were you doing at 10pm Friday night?

I was playing with the nursery pager system. I hid a bunch and then set them all off. *giggles* If you hide about 20 of them in a big room you can't really tell where the sound is coming from.



Who was the first person you talked to today?

A people person? I think it was myself actually.



What were you doing at midnight last night ?

Sitting on a big ball half naked reading a book. Seriously.



How late did you stay up last night and why?

It was after 5 (am). I don't know. *yawns* I was surprisingly "untired"? I might have been thinking something or other over but most likely I was just reading. *shrugs*



Is it easy to make you cry?

Ummm. Sometimes I guess. Sometimes not. It depends a lot on my mood and the secret buttons you push.



Do you find it hard to trust others?

No... Oh wait it says hard! I hate having to trust people. For anything. My heart spends a lot of time on my sleeve. One of the meanest things you can do to me is say you'll do something or make any promise and then not follow through on your word.



Do you love someone?

I do.



Do you get jealous easily?

Not really. I jump right into hurt.



What about mad?

Do I get mad easily? Stereotypical redhead. I think I keep a better handle on things than I used to. I tend to get angry slowly and then blow or go off like a bomb. But there is always that once in a while that I'm short fused. Most of my anger stems from be doing something stupid and being frustrated about it.



How fast does your mood change?

*confused look* Flip a coin. If you feel lucky push your luck.



I bet you miss somebody right now?

*sigh* Of course I do.



I bet you're thinking of someone now?

That's SO creepy! How did you know? This one and the last one aren't questions... Just statements with question marks at the ends.)



Do you tell people you' re okay when you're really not?

yes! Sometimes I just need to be not okay be myself for a little while before I'm ready to not be okay around other people.



Tell me what's on your mind.

Not a question... My mind is too busy right now to disturb the balance.



Were you happy when you woke up today?

Just plain old waking up. Sometimes that happens.



When were you on the phone last? And with who?

*Groans* The phone the phone the phone. A friend and woman I'm doing design stuff for.



What's a fact about the last person who called you?

She is a dental hygienist.



Do you miss the way things used to be?

A few things I suppose. Just this and that's. There is an awful lot about things now that I like better than the "used to be" times. There is both good and bad in every part of life and it is all part of a big adventure.



Where is your phone?

In my dresser drawer charging for the night.



Want someone back in your life?

Depends on the person. Each one for a different reason. I miss their face. I want more time, why do they die so soon and so young. Sometimes it is not so much a back in my life as it's a there to begin with but even then I'm unsure. There are people I would like to see again to ask or answer questions. One person I'd like to tell what I never said and that I know now.



What are you excited for?

Something new.



What were you doing 30 minutes ago?

I think I sneezed a couple times. It has been a slow day.



Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?

*knits eyebrows and looks questioningly* Um yes.



What's on your schedule for tomorrow?

Having tonsils un installed. No worries, They aren't mine.



Who was the last person you rode in the car with that was under 21?

Thing 1 and Thing 2



Do you have curly hair?

When it is short most of it curls. Mostly it is just the underneath hair in the back that curls. It's just not right.



Where did you get your shirt ?

Target I think. Matching pants as well (pajamas)



What do you want most right now?

To know things. Movement and progression.



Could you go the rest of your life without smoking pot?

*rolls eyes HARD* yes.



What's your last text say? Who's it from?

It is a list of medications I need to remember for tomorrow.



Did you ever liked someone that treated you badly?

I don't even know where to start with the answer to this one. The like didn't last so long but the treated badly part tended to be longer.