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I wanted wings

To wrap me gently

In such a wondrously beautiful embrace

Amongst the stars and angels

So I delicately ripped flight

From the butterflies surrounding my window

In the hopes they could fly me away.

I wanted to feel loved

To feel the doting heat

Of a lovers breath on my neck

And grasp on my heart

So I kissed the sun

And held it ever so gently

Against my breast till

It burned me away

And I could reminisce in its loving burn.

I wanted to be whole

Without flaw

Without ugly bones to trap my soul

Without a life

So desperately wanting

Everything it could never have or be

So I embraced the seas

Submerged my entirety

My being

Letting its infinity

Consume

All that would be left of me,

Till I could only

Wash among its waves

As apart of the water.

I wanted to feel alive

So I cut a thin line

And I grasped my own life

So I could feel every moment

Of it slipping away.