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I have intense hate for this woman,she has dun nothing but try to ruin my life since beyond time,I have so much anger towards her that I fear of just grrr,you know what I mean,I can do nothing right,everything is wrong,she spies on me,tells lies about me and all to my girlfriend who thankfully is stopped believing her,I can honestly say if I never see her again I would be titling this Happiest Chick on Earth instead of another word I shan't say,needless to say lesson well learned in the hidden aspects and for the fact when she stands in front of me it'll take a few hours to find me.

The good points of my girlfriend are she provides well for me though emotionally she hasnt ever really been there,I feel alone all the time,'maybe that is the way I like it,surpassing the lonliness at least I won't feel a damn thing in the pain but am I really?,I been through the gates of hell with her and to the the brink of heaven,I love her with all my heart yet does my heart really hold just this,I am so twisted and confused inside and hiding it by I dun give a shit attitudes when in reality all I yearn for is her total love and devotion,I have the devotion part I think and the love but in other ways such as buying me anything I desire,I wish to just scream sometimes