I hate my emotions. They get in the way and they just get me all confused! My ex keeps telling me that we'll be able to get back together if she brakes up with this punk she's going out with now! "Have hope" she says. How can I have hope and keep the feelings i have for her if she's dating someone else! I just went out to supper with her today and I felt good talking with her! She doesn't like talking about him and he is being a jerk to her. I don't know if she knows how much she's hurting me, but it does.
I've met some pretty awsome people from VR! While I've been on this site, I've met a few amazing people! Jessica: She has listened to me and heard me out countless times. She's always there to listen and is very outgoing. Amber: She is an amazing person. I don't know what I'd do without her. She has helped me get over some of the things that have been bothering me for a while. She is one of the few that I can really trust! (And she lives close) Danyel: Danyel is just an awsome person all around. She loves to talk about anything and everything. I think that I can talk with her about more stuff than most of my friends. Abby: Someone I just met on VR. She is also very outgoing and also has A.D.H.D. YAY! Dan: He is a very cool person to talk to. We share a few interests and he lives in Australia (place I REALLY want to visit). All of these people mean a lot to me, and I'd do anything for them. I consider them all my friends and some more than that! I hope they get a chance to look at this so that they get the recognition they deserve!
GOD DAMN THESE FEELINGS OF MINE! I just can't get over a girl that was and still is very special to me. I think of her all the time and wish I wouldn't. She means a lot to me and I don't want to see her hurt by her current b/f. He doesn't treat her like she should be treated. I think it's just gonna hurt more if something happens. I already hurt and I don't know what to do. I don't want to influence her decisions and I don't want her to get back together with me because of how I feel. I don't think that her current b/f realizes how special she is. He doesn't call her, he NEVER asks her how HER day was. He say's he loves her but I don't think he means it! The only way I can describe how I feel without her, is that there is this giant hole in my heart that was once filled by her. Now that she's not there, I feel like I'm missing a part of me! Again, GOD DAMN THESE FEELINGS OF MINE!
I just met a very good and pretty girl today. she's from VR but i won't embarrass her by saying her name! She's funny, nice (to me anyway), she isn't shy, and her personality is AWSOME! I love her to death and consider her one of my close friends!
I found out today that the girl of my dreams still likes me! I can't believe it. She actually told me that she still likes me. Even when she's still dating someone else! I have to play it cool though. She's still dating someone else and I need to respect that.
well, it's finally happened. I have a crush on one of the girls that I work with! she's a minor and a four star cashier. My friends will know who that is! She's breaking up with her boyfriend so now's my chance to ask her out! I don't know how to approach her though! I'm so nervous!
today is off to a nice start. I'm feeling happier and I couldn't be feeling better. No more finals and no more responsibility (except work). with this Louisiana thing going on, I think that I'll be in a much better mood this summer.
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