I just don't get it.. how lost am I~~
I give myself time and again only to find nothing. I stay strong and give every ounce of energy only to be shoved into a box.
No wants.. no desires.. how lost am I~~
I ache and dream for that ONE.. that soul that can understand and accept me for all that I am. Just when I think I have found it.. here it goes again.
Pain.. Betrayal.. so lost am I~~
All I ever ask for is the truth. A word to say that I am not desired. That perhaps I should move on. Yet the reality is that I am nothing more than a tool to be used when the moment suits. To give what is needed to another.. while I remain in solitude.
Hopeless.. helpless.. forever lost am I~~
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ladyinchains
06:15 Jun 24 2016
i feel the same way
your not alone hon