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Do you ever get that feeling that this is my last day? What way could I die today? Each day being different from the other. Each cut accumulating into another throphy. Your Pride. Your Joy. Your ultimate Rush. Do you always feel hated? Do you feel alone? Do you hate yourself? Do you close everyone out? Do you bottle up your problesm? Do you wish you were never born? Do you think there is no one true love for you? Do you? I do.

I am spendin the weekend at my friends house, how lovely. I am gonna have a blast. Other then her watching boring racing, but we can work around it. Lol. Anywayssssssssss yeah I burnt my chin. That sucked. haha yeah

I hate school so much. I hate my classes and I hate my teachers. I hate the fact that I have to travel to a different school for a class. And I hate all the kids on my bus. I hate the bus driver and I hate the other school. I hate the kids in the class, and I hate the teacher. I hate haven to call someone when I get back to school for a ride. And I hate there car. I hate haven to go home. Because I hate my whole life. I hate the fact that no one loves me. and most of all I hate the fact that I hate myself.