Why do all my relationships have to end with the guys being abusive and then dumping me like a used toy? Am I not good for humanity and humans? Is it because people think I am weird and not normal?
I feel like my body is killing me because of the fact I was diagnosed with having problems in my gallbladder and stomach, and now I cant even hold food down without throwing it up. Even the bland foods I am throwing up. What did I do to deserve society and my body to kill me? 😣😣😣😣
I dont believe in God or the Devil, but believe in a higher power. I have not been to church, as I was forced by my parents since I was 7, and was not feeling the whole church thing. So what am I but a messed up soul in this human body? I feel empty all the time, like there is something missing in my life. I have been mistreated in all of my relationships with guys, I get used, and then thrown away like a toy after. These are human guys, and I dont feel like I am human. So if I dont feel human, then what am I?
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You are spiritualist then as you probably believe in many things :)
Yeah?
Go within and find God.If you want to know him tell him to prove to you that he is real.I too did not belive at one time.I was forced to go to church when I was young.As I sat in the pews I said to Jesus in my mind I don't belive in you,and if you exist prove it to me.It won't be overnight that you have your answer.It might take years or months or days.But if you truly in your heart want this truth,He will find you.But you have to make the effort in finding him.LIFE IS A JOURNEY.And that journey starts within in you to find him.Namaste
When our choices have changed over time so do we. though the person that we are never does. However what you are tends to be discovered over time and until you embrace it that feeling you have won’t ever fade.
Your fate is in your hands . We’re u go or we’re it takes you.
Believe in yourself it's all you need to do.
Well, today is my first day into looking for a man. A man that can finally make me happy and provide for me, in a way a normal man can't. I dreamed of this day since I was 12, and hopefully my wishing ends soon.
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i hope you find what you're looking for
Thinks. I mean, I am looking for a man, that is not human
Your 20 years old.Instead of searching just be yourself.Don't force yourself into meeting someone too love or you be disappointed once more.Life just happens.Boys want one thing at that age.sex.So you meet them they do there thing then they let you go.And then you feel used.Your going about it all wrong.Always play hard to get.Have dignity in who you meet,get to know them first,if they just want sex.Find someone else.In turn you are learning what womanhood is all about.Namaste
Welcome to vr my dear
Welcome to VR,and enjoy the freak show all those hold your freak flag high and show pride. i knew i was bi long before i was 12, i had to be 7 when i realized i was bi.
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iris18
02:19 Oct 02 2018
Hey girl I get called crazy cause my family founded Salem and Ipswich Massachusetts am both families were tried as witches unfortunately one on my father side died but never plead guilty even if he was warlock. And my mother father family were witches governor of the city let them take off before trial date so my family witch dna from Salem witches is in my dna. If u explain how ur realted to guy name vlad thee impler they look at u like they see a demon. All honestly if u descent from witches and vampire prince of romiana who u also decadent from ur going to automatically be called crazy all cause they don’t understand u. But I understand u perfectly well.
phycoassassin
22:41 Oct 08 2018
I'm so weird it's not funny and i'm proud to say i'm weird and eccentric, i love being the person i am forget society! What do they know?! All of them are just cookie cutter carbon copies of each other, brainwashed by what i call the hive mind collective, the hive collective is the enemy! People don't understand me either and i like it that way, it makes me feel stronger than those flatscan as i call them, all normal people that all think one thought as they're assimilated by that hive mid collective.