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Dream part 3
06:13 Oct 21 2018
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Well, it has progressed now to where I can know some other names. Erienin, Faqueal, Troland, and I believe Aniris are some of the names I remember as far as the people in the red and black cloaks go. As for my name, I remember that I was called by my family members and friends as Annalisa. So, any ideas so far about these names and where they originated?

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sippa
07:13 Oct 21 2018

sorry, cant help you there?

Derienneluccian
14:33 Oct 21 2018

You r whu r

LittleMissWicked
14:58 Oct 21 2018

Go see a clairvoyant or psychic. if you must know. is probably better than here

HarlyK3253
15:06 Oct 21 2018

Possibly. But they are expensive

Dream part 2
05:10 Oct 20 2018
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Well, I dug deeper into my dream, and dug deeper into myself. Apparently, this dream I keep having (as mentioned in my last post) was my previous life. I want to go into detail about it, but going into detail would bore you to death. I only remember the name of the leader of the cloaked figures. He said his name, if I am spelling it correctly, is Nikolas, or Nickolas. I remember all of this now ,back when I was alive in 1563. I died somehow, and now here I am in 2018, with a scar on the left side of my body, it being a hole where they had to stick a tube in me when I was a baby because my lungs were deflated. Can someone message me or explain this to me? I can give you full details about my dreams, but I feel like there is something going on that no one is telling me.

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Nehajadhav22
07:21 Oct 21 2018

I hope you find the answer to your dream.

One of my many songs
15:27 Oct 19 2018
Times Read: 700

https://youtu.be/Fo8jqULUUkg

https://youtu.be/ocbLw49Or44

https://youtu.be/BIQK4-9YFW0

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Sleep
08:06 Oct 19 2018
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Why can't I sleep? It is 2 in the fucking morning, and every time I go back to sleep, all I see are the black cloaks getting closer, and the crimson eyes shining brighter. I can't see the wolves anymore, but I see crimson blood around on the snow covered ground. I can't move and can't breathe, and before these hooded people can possibly kill me, I jolt awake and it just feels like they are here, in the dark, looking for me. Watching me. I feel like they mean something, but I don't know what. I am so exhaused

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Specter
08:27 Oct 19 2018

I am no professional lol But it sounds to me like unresolved issues you have left behind you, are trying to creep back in to your present. Hiding in the shadows if you will.

twlightredlink
09:27 Oct 19 2018

It sounds like there's something between you and whoever you feel is affecting you subconsciously that's preventing you from sleeping well or properly that you feel you didn't come to terms or except the end result of what happened between you and the people it's best to figure out who all that you still have a concern with or you feel you could have handled the situation better and try to patch things up that way

Sad
06:35 Oct 17 2018
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https://youtu.be/BIQK4-9YFW0

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Halloween
05:41 Oct 17 2018
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Yes! Getting so close to Halloween. I am so damn happy. Probably going to go for the classic vampire look, with fangs predominantly from Scarecrow, since I am not a real vampyre. Alas, my costume is go in my to be a back shirt and blackJean's, or a cheap black outfit from a resale shop. Ugh, so damn hard deciding since I want to spend little money on something I really want to do

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What is the meaning of life?
06:14 Oct 16 2018
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Right now, my life is good. For right now. I am going to community college, going to work, and trying to keep my money and spending under control. But, now with me having gallbladder and stomach issues, life is making my self control harder. I still owe my parents money, and my grandparentsmoney, but I can't pay anyone or anything off, until I have more money. So, what is the meaning g of my life? Working hard with a whole bunch of stress? Dealing with people who hate me in general? There are lots more factors as well, but I am not going to go out on full detail.

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What is the meaning of life?
06:14 Oct 16 2018
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twlightredlink
15:35 Oct 16 2018

You have me love

HarlyK3253
17:52 Oct 16 2018

I know, my love

Happy
05:46 Oct 14 2018
Times Read: 876

Found someone to make me happy. Real lycan, and someone I feel like I have known for a while. But I still like being on here and talking with my friends, and other people ;)

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Help?
07:27 Oct 13 2018
Times Read: 913

What does my dream man? I have been having the same dream for the past 3 years now, and it always includes water, waterfalls, woods, black cloaked figures with crimson eyes, wolves, and, more recently, I have noticed it is always snowing or the world and time period look like it just stops. I am always wearing a white dress, bare feet, wood wicker basket, and I have the same hair and eye color. What does this mean?

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sippa
09:07 Oct 13 2018

is it a vision from a past life, and if so what does it have to do with your dream man? is he one of the cloaked figures?

HarlyK3253
12:33 Oct 13 2018

All of the cloaked figures have crimson eyes. What does that mean, about my dream man?

phycoassassin
15:53 Oct 13 2018

It is a past life vision in a sense it has a connection to your current life and time line.

HarlyK3253
15:54 Oct 13 2018

True. I just need to concentrate

SLEEPEREFFECT
22:10 Oct 13 2018

Too much game of thrones?

Just sitting and waiting
07:49 Oct 12 2018
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I am just sitting here waiting for you to show your face. Waiting to show me who you really are, and what you really are. I do not know you as of now, but maybe in time I will. We have not met on here or in person, so you are my mystery man or woman

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MissCollapse
09:13 Oct 12 2018

Have you tried clubs?

What does it mean to you?
06:40 Oct 10 2018
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What does becoming a vampyre mean to me? It means balance. I dont really care about the sex and the bloodlust, but I also want to learn more about the world. Humanity has limited time to learn all that they can in a short amount of time, and with being a vampyre, you learn new things every minute, gaining new insight into the world. I feel like becoming a vampyre would have to be 50/50. 50% studying the world, gaining new insight, gaining experience, and the other 50% having that sweet spot for bloodlust and sex. That is my personal opinion of this matter

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sippa
07:54 Oct 10 2018

finding that balance is a good thing but for many it is also the hardest

HarlyK3253
07:58 Oct 10 2018

That is true. So, if a real vampyre asks me, then yes, I wouldn't mind being turned because I am also sick

iris18
03:51 Oct 12 2018

Girl you have a lot to learn

HarlyK3253
04:06 Oct 12 2018

Iris, please. That is what I know and what I feel. I dont get my information from Stephanie Myer books, or any fictional books. I just write what I say from the heart, and what I feel

iris18
04:41 Oct 12 2018

You think taking shot at Stephanie Meyer around best selling author and a Mormon who wrote twilight who has lots of respect for the book. And the people who put there life’s on hold to film that movies based off a book that she had premonition while she was sleeping that’s why twilight was made from. You got guts to talk about her like that honestly I wouldn’t advise bad mouthing a bestseller or a author in the same sentence isn’t such foreth coming . I understand u writing what u feel but you don’t have to be disrespectful in that manner. Towards a author of such respectful morals. I would know cause I have friends who have friends who actually know Stephanie Meyer. And when I said what I said cause ur not ready for this lifestyle yet obviously you learn that the hard way. I am only trying to advise you but if you don’t want it I completely understand. But don’t down talk Stephanie Meyer or we will have issue.

HarlyK3253
05:01 Oct 12 2018

Okay. Fine. I wont badmouth Stephanie, okay?

iris18
05:24 Oct 12 2018

Good! Stands looking at sippa

HarlyK3253
05:27 Oct 12 2018

I am in the corner, playing Batman: Arkham Asylum

Mindie
07:23 Oct 12 2018

Have you read Michael Ford's books?

HarlyK3253
07:45 Oct 12 2018

Who is Michael Ford?

iris18
03:40 Oct 13 2018

Never heard of him

So lonely
07:04 Oct 08 2018
Times Read: 1,068

Well, going on a month now of not finding anyone to date, vampyric,lucan, or demonic. Maybe I am asking too much of everyone?

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phycoassassin
22:26 Oct 08 2018

Don't give up now, you'd be surprised who you meet, that will come along and find you to be attractive to you, i wish you much luck in your search to find a partner.

MissCollapse
07:21 Oct 10 2018

Awww. Don't worry, I'm sure your soulmate will come along.

HarlyK3253
07:32 Oct 10 2018

They will. I am going to stop looking just in case they are on here

Werewolfofthenight
01:16 Nov 12 2018

I know the feeling its the same with me since i am lost and lonely

Sad
08:40 Oct 07 2018
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I wish I could find someone nice, sweet, caring, and truthful. I wish I could find my own vampyre, lycan, a hybrid, or a demon, to date, and be theirs for eternity. I dont see why I am not being helped. I hate being lonely

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iris18
16:55 Oct 07 2018

Then get off your butt do something about it. If you are sad then cry till you cannot no more. Then do something u love to do in the meantime. When time comes someone will find you but being too bold and straight forward makes guys swimish. So take time doing something u enjoy doing today.

phycoassassin
22:27 Oct 08 2018

Keep up the search there is someone out there for everyone, i'm sorry that i'm too old for you and that i already have a partner to be with.

MissCollapse
07:21 Oct 10 2018

Aww.Hug

HarlyK3253
07:23 Oct 10 2018

Hugs back

Oops
06:21 Oct 06 2018
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Welp, accidentally cut myself today while trying to open a package at work. Stillbleeding, very sore, and I wish my bleeding would stop. At least no period yet! Oh..wait..not a good thing...I am probably just very stessed

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iris18
22:02 Oct 06 2018

I stopped bleeding again this is the second time I only bleed for three days a week and my second month it’s happened tell Is it normal or does it mean something much more

Babygirl94
18:28 Oct 08 2018

Irregular period

phycoassassin
22:29 Oct 08 2018

Don't worry the bleeding will stop eventually, it's cool.

....
05:08 Oct 06 2018
Times Read: 1,114

What is life all about? What is my life about? What is my life's purpose? What am I supposed to do with my life? Help me, I am list and in need of guidance

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