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Life is hard.... Yeah there's a quote by someone saying "it's just a bad day not a bad life." I would be believing that if most of my life everyday wasn't always a bad or shitty day. I've been strong for so f**king long. I've always thought about just giving up.... but this isn't no thought process anymore... I think it everyday, I even think about it when I'm not aware I'm thinking about it. I swear the thinking process about giving up on life and ending it all is a f**king plague or disease for me now. I just want to end my life! There is literally no point in living anymore. And I'm typing this all down for people to see why? Cause I'm bored, it's 3am and I don't know what else to talk about. Whatever. .. I should try get some shut eye.

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sippa
08:37 May 24 2017

there is always hope, sweet ladie. never say never

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Lav
20:12 May 28 2017

This is called a negative thought cycle. Even if good things happen, you're ignoring the things that are positive in order to focus in on the negative. And it's damn hard to pull up from, so if you need some support, hopefully you get my message rather than pushing away from anyone who can help.

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