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She will never speak to me again
I have burned that bridge too many times
I am sick
I am tired
I am worn out
Forgiveness may come
But forgetting
That’s the one thing that doesn’t happen

Wishing I wasn’t here... wishing I was with her... wishing I knew how to feel complete with someone fully...

I feel like I am changing again...
Not sure if it will be good or bad
But it is coming forth
Like a tsunami against my soul
I am restless
But I am calm
I hope that honestly
The grief I am feeling passed
And I am able to ride again...

New faces and adventures
He will never know
He’ll never understand
Why I am like this
What I have already experienced
He sits and rotts
Smoking and playing his life away
After being a slave to the and his public
I watch... sometimes I say something
But most of the time I don’t
Tired of hoping it’ll be ok
I am so tired
Of wanting more
And not receiving it
Left empty...
I’m in a corner... all alone...