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I am fairly irritable lately. I snapped at a few people and removed the verbal filter I usually hold in place. I have been... too curt when I'm usually more diplomatic. Maybe it's because Christmas is coming up, maybe it's because I am just more annoyed lately with occurrences - I don't know, but either way, it's showing in my snappiness.

I'm not in the mood for most people. When I am in the mood, I end up annoyed, frustrated and feeling strangled, drowned.

I try talk to my partner, and my internet cuts out. It's an endless circle of annoyance - he's one of the few people I always want to talk to, whose messages I always crave, and... no internet. It's like some irritating joke.

I'm taking this too personally - the weather's been terrible and my internet is always bad when there are lightning storms.



Today's just been terribly long and annoying. We nearly had two car accidents within 5 minutes - some STUPID women walked behind our car as we were reversing and then yelled at us - they didn't look, and they took their fright out on us. They were itching for a fight, screaming at us. We were distracted and then nearly hit another car. The stupid women we nearly hit then hooted as we drove past.

I talked to someone who I am... exceedingly glad to be rid of. In the same sentence they bragged of getting a tattoo and asked me for money.

I messed up my passport lodging today and had to go back in and lodge it again.

I went into town three times, so all up I spent about 3.5 hours in town, and next to none of it was pleasurable.

It was so hot today. So hot, so humid. When my internet cut out (just after I decided not to have a nap), I went to sleep and woke up covered in sweat, hot and gross.





But I DID manage to send off my passport, so I am happy. I am also happily dreaming of moving again. There's always good things, and one day hasn't ruined my mood.

I'm going to try as hard as possible to not be crabby and reinstall my verbal filter. While I mean what I say, I don't need to say everything I think - and it'll be okay. :)

Everything is fine and compared to my issues in Canberra, this is a walk in the park. My grievances here are tiny compared to the kind of shit I got myself into in Canberra, and for that, I am happy. I'm so happy that I'm... not that sick any more, and out of that living situation.

I'm tired all the time, constantly attempting to hop myself up on coffee and black tea. Ugh.

The bed's too hard. The heat's horrible and sticky. Ugh. I can't wait to get a fan.

... which is funny considering I'm planning on moving in a few months, further north, into the sun, and not just sun, but that delicious humidity. Ugh.