Why is your long hair gone?00:38 Sep 22 2008
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Yes it is true that I have cut my lengthy hair, though it's been a long time coming. I've been cutting it shorter and shorter and recently just decided to just go for a big cut. No big regrets, I'm still the same person as before more or less.
I may not get second looks or hell even first ones for that matter, but oh well what's getting looks if you still end up in the same situation, being alone...
I guess cutting my hair means, letting loose so speak, as odd that may be... Think of it like this if you had something for so long only something drastic would make any difference. I suppose that change is partly anger for other things, umm wanting change although i'm not one much for change hey I was the one who got the scissors and just went for it.
I guess this is for me this time, the hair is the first step. If you thought I didn't care before... well now is a whole new assortment of I don't give a damn. It's time to overtake or flip off those with agendas not to my liking or have no worth or truth even.
Let me say this... Would you rather be with someone for the wrong reasons, or alone for the right ones... I'd rather be right... and this is not my saying but I damn well agree with it... although don't say "I am with someone and it's for the right reasons..." because you know it's a lie, not only to yourself but, everyone else including the one you are with...
You want to know why, because nothing you truly ever desire or know in your heart, where ever it rests, you ever get. If it ever did, then I'm going to have to tell you to wake the *eff up because you're in a dream.
In the unlikely event that you found the one, you have to ask yourself, does your eye, mind, or hips ever stray from that person? Do you feel like you need to run away from them because they are too close? Do you think you can be with someone better? Do you feel as if you are settling for less, for any reason, superficial, emotional, anything goes..?
and you thought it was just about my hair, you had no idea it meant so many more things.... :-P
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KamarillaKaine
01:17 Sep 22 2008
*Hugs*