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The Death Of Love

A dark world to a dark night…

No ending, I see no light.

I lie here to myself all alone,

Hearing nothing but cries of a deafening tone.

My soul cries out to thee..

I pray of you, please set me free.

My heart bleeds from the shattering break,

It bleeds for you.. My soul to take.

My love, crushed by thee…

A love of one no longer to see.

The crimson tear runs down my cheek,

No light to the end for which I seek.

As I listen to the thud of the rain…

My soul grows weaker with every moment of pain.

Lightning bolts ripping through my heart,

Sharp blades rip every shred apart.

The pieces lie there on the floor,

I believe that my heart can be no more.

Another drink, another pill.. Take the pain away,

Free me from this life, I pray thee take me today.

My soft amber hair covers the tears I cry,

The pain won’t go away no matter how hard I try.

My love for you will live on till the day I die,

I think about the past, it’s been all just a lie.

As my lifeless body lie motionless on the floor,

………

………

I’m afraid her love for him is no more…

~Cassie a.k.a. GlitterVixen

*This poem was wrote a couple of years ago when a good friend of mine’s daughter was raped. This poem expresses the pain and innocence taken from a child through being raped. I have no tolerance for any man (or woman) that thinks that by molesting innocent children they can gain self respect. You can burn in hell!

Thank you and enjoy! J



Innocence

Innocence was hers, can now never be…

The pain that she feels, nobody could ever see.

The love that she craved, was torn in two…

By the only darkness she feared, the darkness she only knew.



Darkness stole her innocence, it stole her soul…

He wanted her innocence fear took its toll.

Her soft brown curls hide the tears…

The tears no one sees, it completes her fears.



She relives the moment, time after time…

The moment of pain, the darkness enters knowing crime.

From inside she screams, muffled by determination…

Determination to take innocence, the only innocence she had.



The pain grows in to terror, terror into the night…

No one to hear her cries, only to put up a fight.

The moment to be lived in her mind forever, time and again…

Why did he do this, only to give the darkest of sin.



She cries as she knows, darkness takes the innocence of another…

Never to end, never again to be a lover.

An end to her pain, the moment comes to a halt…

Should have known, it was all his fault.



She cries the crimson tears, roll down her ivory cheek…

Her lifeless soul, once an angel, a girl of sleek.

Her innocence gone, her soul never to be…

The fault was his, hers never to see.

~Cassie a.k.a. GlitterVixen

*Yea okay so I write a lot of dark poetry.. This poem was written several years ago after being physically and emotionally beaten down by my ex husband. I was finally strong enough to leave and any woman in that kind of situation is and always will be strong enough!



I’m Sorry Mom…

I’m sorry it had to end, mom…

I can’t live this life any more.

I can’t sit and pretend, mom…

That I know what I’m living for.



I want you to know that I love you, mom…

You were my angel in the light,

But there’s just no hope here true, mom…

No one hears my screams in the night.



Please don’t cry for me, mom…

It’s not your fault my life’s this way.

It was hard for me to see, mom…

That anyone cared for me today.



He said “no one would want me”, mom…

I can’t help but wonder it it’s true.

Why couldn’t anyone see, mom…

That I was such a wonderful view?



The pain is growing stronger, mom…

As I lie in my own blood here.

I don’t want to be here any longer, mom…

I know I’ve shed my last tear.



Tell daddy that I love him, mom…

Tell bubba to think of me.

Everything’s getting dark, mom…

Tell sister I’m finally free.



It’s getting harder for me to breathe, mom…

I think its time for me to let go.

But please tell the pain to leave, mom…

I wasn’t supposed to die so slow.



As I slip further away, mom…

I have one more things to say.

I’m sorry I have to go, mom…

I love you & goodbye.



~Cassie a.k.a. GlitterVixen



“Giving up isn’t my sign of weakness, I’m strong enough to let go.” -Anonymous

Warped & Twisted

Harsh words & violent blows

Hidden secrets nobody knows

Eyes are open, hands are fisted

Deep inside I’m warped & twisted

So many tricks & so many lies

Too many whens & too many whys

Nobody’s special, nobody’s gifted

I’m just me, warped & twisted

Sleeping awake & choking on a dream

Listening loudly to a silent scream

Call my mind, the number’s unlisted

Lost in someone so warped & twisted

On my knees, alive but dead

Look at the invisible blood I’ve bled

I’m not gone, my mind has drifted

Don’t expect much, I’m warped & twisted

Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow

Today’s just yesterday’s tomorrow

The sun dried out, the ashes sifted

I’m still here, warped & twisted

*This is one of the very first poems I ever wrote many years ago when I first found out that I could write poetry.



In His Eyes

In his eyes, I have become an Angel…

In my eyes, I have become a Stranger.

In his heart, I have survived…

In my heart, I have solemnly died.

In his arms, I feel safe…

In my own arms, I feel ashamed.

In his soul, I have grown wings to fly…

In my soul, I have turned to cry.

In his heart, I will always live…

In my heart, he will always be.



~Cassie a.k.a. GlitterVixen

*This poem was written in May ‘06 about an ex boyfriend of mine who I really gave my heart to, but he never accepted it. Dedicated to: Jeff “Thank you for pushing me away! I have a life I could have never imagined now! J”



Heart of A Cowgirl

The heart of a cowgirl is pure & free

Like a thousand wild horses running along the sea



The heart of this cowgirl is broken & torn

And hurts to this day like a prick of a thorn



You roped my heart, you were the cowboy of my dreams

The only one to tame this cowgirl it seems



Whenever you are near my heart skips a beat

Just the touch of your hand turns up the heat



You were amazing & true in every single way

You show real country love in everything you say



So what went wrong, I can’t help but say

You left a sharp spur in my heart & rode away



I look up at the southern sky & think of you

A tear rolls down my cheek, boy my love was true



The love of a cowgirl is hard to find

Boy I hope you know what you are leaving behind



I cant begin to explain how hard it is losing you

I kept my promise, I was honest & true



You don’t believe so you left me in the dust

Never looking back, never wanting to trust



But cowboy trust me when I say you’re losing the best

I’d give you my life & I’d love you the rest



My love for you is broken & blue

Boy if you only trusted, if you only knew



I can’t blame you for leaving this spur in my heart

When I was the one that gave you the spur from the start



So as you’re riding away into the southern sunset

Remember:

A cowgirls heart could’ve been yours till the day that it rests.



~Cassie a.k.a. GlitterVixen