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Logged on to watch anime tonight and discovered my favorite site has been visited by the dmca fairy.

sigh

It is so quiet right now and my house hasn't been this clean in years; oh that's bad.

I am so relaxed.

I wish I had been able to get those boys neutered sooner. This really is nice.

I try so hard not to get angry.

I feel like a failure when it happens anyway.

Another week begins and I am exhausted still.

Monday my husband took the day off from work. We took 7 cats to the spay and neuter clinic and 6 to the shelter.

This 7 were all the boys we decided to keep for reasons like their nasty personalities and habits. The ones we took to the shelter are all gorgeous and absolute sweeties. The shelter even has cats up for adoption who would have been destroyed immediately by the old regime.

Monday night was chaotic with the boys running around like drunken idiots. We are still crating them at night because the first week is still risky and the girls aren't used to them being able to move freely anyway.

The boys are usually crated at night and released in the morning, at which time the girls run to my room and the laundry room for the day.

It is nice not having to stress so much. Next week we will most likely start taking the outside cats I can catch to the clinic and after that finally the indoor girls. I am really glad this is happening finally.

I am gonna make this quick.

Just rip the bandaid and move on.

Last week was awful. It had it's beautiful moments but in the end it was deeply painful.

Monday I discovered that my collie was having trouble walking, he couldn't even go to the bathroom properly. Initially we thought the problem with the old man was constipation but it seems that he had a problem developing in his spine for some time. In the end there was nothing we could do.

We had to put him down on Saturday. There is not another person in this house who I have spent as much time with as that dog.

Life is going on. Every once in a while I notice the other dog looking sad and lonely.

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TheSYSTEM
15:38 Mar 07 2017

So sorry for your loss. :(

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GatsunoKisu
16:21 Mar 07 2017

Thank You, somehow this is worse than having my dad die last week. I think because I saw my dog every day.

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TheSYSTEM
16:47 Mar 07 2017

Our pets always have that special place in our heart. That's why it hurts so much. :(

What a rough week. Hope things get better.

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GatsunoKisu
17:04 Mar 07 2017

It is a time of change and growth right now. I know good things are around the corner. Death is inevitable, I think the real reason I am so upset about Striker is that his death was unnatural. He could have continued to suffer and it would have been the natural order. He couldn't tell us what he wanted so we acted on our own interests based on what we thought he wanted. I will never know if that was selfish on our part or merciful.

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