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Bring back the night
Can't face the dawn
Can't face the day
Can't face the light
Not ready for the day
Not ready for this life
Not ready for rotation
Not ready to go forward
Your only alive-and your dreaming
Find out your only dreaming
When you find your just dying
Dying to live-the life that you've lost
Still clinging to the night💀
Not ready for the fight-time
Not ready for the day-time
Living inside the tunnels of your mind
Bring back the nightime
Been awake at night-half my lifetime
Been born needing to stay-hidden
Being born-barely existing
Been born with small animal instincts
Go below-burrow down
And dissipear
Nothing to do-nowhere to go
But it's still kept active somehow
Small night creatures-inside a den
Busy with pottering about
Inside the den-doing this & that
Like small mammals-gone to ground
Trying to keep cosy
But you'll never know we existed
You can't see inside-the den
Somebodys-somewhere
Nobodys-nowhere
Bring back the night
Roll back the hours
Invisible realitys
During the dark hours
Like being in outer space
Darkness of outer-space
Seperated from others
Seperated from earthly life
Segregated from generical realitys
All those hours spent inside
With Americas finest kept near us
Premier experts rattling away
During the darkness-you can hear them
Coming through the TV-from hour to hour
Or rotating through the phone apps
Circling-cycling on through the hours
Daytime dramas
Nightime suspense
Kept in suspense-until the end
Life & death
Little patches-of hell on earth
Larger cosmic mysteries
Like a bubble of borrowed time
Large swathes of time-being lost
Sucked away from cycles of suspense
Trawled away studying & studious
Looking through topics
Pinpoints-inside your head 📍📍
Your homestead-is always behind
From messing around-with topics
Tall tales of mystery & suspense
Strange occuring events
Wasted life-half lived already
Bring back the night
All the dark hours just disappeared
Like you never were born
Like you were never were there atall
In the darkness keeping busy
Catching up-on lost jobs
Cooking & eating
Reading & writing
Washing & grooming
Messing around & living hidden
Your only alive & your dreaming
Watching parts of programs
Watching the world-in other places
From far away-but it's right in your face
It's right where you are
Optical illusion-its not here atall
Wonders of modernism
Powers of distance
Help keeping you alive
Bring back the nightime
Roll back the hours
Kept all nicely hidden
Trying to keep it together
Bits of this & that
Overdue chores
Wherever your sat
Your always behind yourself
Never keeping enough-up
Existentialist nightmares💀
Always uncomfortable in your own skin
Always trapped in your own headspace
Always wishing you'd been born somewhere else
Stuff that keeps you going
Society's that's concealed
Situations feeling unreal
Bring back the night
We need it
To escape the day
To avoid seeing this life
To hide from the light💀
Reality that's protected
Persons with defences
The privacy is grand
Like hiding away
Like taking our time
Like being invisible
Private persons
Creeping about
Unheard & unseen
Like life is just an encapsulated dreaM
The dawn comes in cold
All naked & pale
All the hard lights
All the gray-white skys
Showing us up
Showing up-as daylight
Dayside-up
Don't want to be seen
Daily life is a nightmare
Not a dream
Bring back the night
Need it to hide
Want to be back inside
Hiding in the darkness
Cloak of the night
Wrapped-up inside it
Don't need society
Don't need their world
Just can't abide it
Just want going to be born-like it
Not like them-very much
So easy to slip & slide out to touch
Realitys so flimsy
So easy to fall outside
Life is is a card came
Kept on hold
Life is a card game
Already fixed
Set to go on fold
Story's of a life-kept untold
Do everything to hide it
Just staying outside of it
Like small animals in a den
Live in the underworld
Live in the underground of your mind
Staying as an insider
Basic life-its not luxury's
Basic life-its just some choices
Basic life-often very unsure
Somehow making it through
Live outside the circle
Looked out of the offical-life
Whatever that was-your not getting through
Locked out of the social-hive
Whatever they've had not not getting it
Locked into the circles-created outside
Private passage
To your own private mind
See what's inside yourself
See what you can find
See through the nights alone
See through the emptyness
See through the life-thats been created
What was it worth?!?
Whatever you made it......💀

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The dawn comes in cold
Cool cold slow & pale
Skyline streaking out with cool tones
Sucked-away the bastard night
It feels so ready & so bold
Cold faceless-clock turning over
Time will turn-no matter what
The hands will turn you
The hands will burn you
The hands will scorn you
Time will score-you
No matter what you thought
Your tangled-up in the net of life
Ready or not
Its faceless time-cant see you anywayz
Your life is faceless-whatever you've got
Everybody's ready-except were not
To come from a place-where you have not
Lived a life with strangers-for too long
Erosions of realitys have had their lot
Evil in bad-hearts
Has taken it's rot
Past is a prescence
Marking-out it's lot 💀
Corrosions of time are pulling me down
Was just living with strangers-i knew that not
Treading on water-just waiting to get out
My cyclicals feeling all over the place
My realitys kept-out of my face
Had to keep the horror-in some place else
Had to live inside a lie-that kept on falling apart
Had to pretend it meant something real
When I knew it did not-gonna end up nowhere
Losing my place-kept spinning around
The dawn comes in hard-it knows it's ready
But I'm not feeling so sure
Uncertaintys tapping at your heart🤍
Fear eats out your mind-unconcious
Fear eats away at the heart-thats living
Before you've had a chance-to start
Trying to face the dawn-from inside
Turning my face away
Not facing-the dayside-out there
Now it's time-to try the day
Already know I'm on trial💀
Morbid nights-been sucked away
Suckers sentence-struggles for life
Switching over plugs
Now the night has faded-out
Filling up the kettle with water
Fiddling for the herbals
Tripping over unfinished-chores
Wondering what's best for breakfast
Get classical-radio bubbling
Cooler energy tones-can eat up the silence
Yesterday's half finished chores
Parts of life-part tackled
Forget what it was-yesterday
Till I see it-all again
Trying to do stuff
Trying to get a grip
Then your energys-fell away
Mistakes you made yesterday-going nowhere
Tissues where your sneezing-too much dust in the room
Somewhere down below death has its hold💀
Someone's gambles are on a losers-hold now
Time that had struggled-on has given-out
Life has kept on colder trails
Holding-out on cold
Death suddenly got much bolder
Mistakes got made-he took a hold
This time round-hes got a keeper
Someone's story's gotten older
Cold steel is keeping them-kept on hold
Till the guts are showing
Till the tests-come in
Then you'll know why
The mistakes going on
Your going on blind-until it's over
What's pulled you under
Why you fell-why it's over now
The chart filled in-where you the loser
The game of life's suspensed💀
The dawn comes in cold again
The morning star is pale
It shines out alone
The night has been holding us in
Blocking out many kind of hells
Bigger mind-made smaller
Kept inside-a black bubble of night
We've been like mice-noone can see
Creeping about all night
Doing not a lot-to brag about
Dawn sky blending in
Eating away the night sky
Now it's faded out again
Now it's left us eXposed to the world
Heartless & hollow
There's nowhere much to hide
With nothing much-on our side
Enclosed by the night-seems safer
Noone getting any wiser
All the mistakes of the daytime
No longer matters
Hide all the decay-hide all the mess
The dawn comes in cold
No colder than a lawless heart
No colder than a lawsmans badge
No colder than a psycopaths will
Fear of life & living comes in colder
Fear of dying comes in cold
Fear in your heart makes you feel older
Trying to live & love
Trying to grab hold of life
But it's shaking me off
Trying to tie a knot
When your hands are shaking
Trying to take a breath
When there's not enough air
Like trying to find reasons to beleive
Like making map-points
And then forgetting them all
You look again & you can't read the map
Like blowing big bubbles
And watching them go-pop
Like making sense of reasons
Then forgetting what they were
Finding answers to a question
Then forgetting what it was
Thinking that you can understand
Then asking someone else......