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worked today... fianally... got home shave and got ready... my aunt is going to a party.. my uncles working afternoons... i dont really have friends in st.thomas, so im just goin to chill watch some movies and maybe scare some kids that come to the door.... to everyone happy festival of the dead, and happy halloween...



honor and respect to the fallen.

the night before halloween and i have nobody to do anything with, everyone all has there own things to do..... dammit i just know this is how tomorrow is going to be..... and i don't even have any money that i can spend to get a drink, i am sooo bored, damn..... i so wanna chill........ :(

not much happened today, played some video games with my uncle, talked with Christina, went to darts and yeah, thats about it.

awesome, i have work tomorrow, i feel so lazy after a week of no work, i can't believe they did that to me, arg.... anyways, gotta make the money.



aiight got to go to bed, wakin up early, and tomorrow i will be adding to the story in my journal..... after i re-clean the house.

aha, i have a portfolio, awesome, need more pics of friends and such...



alright i g2g to bed i guess... tierd as hell... every pic in there i had to edit to fit.

so i was cleaning today...finally got around to it, and omg my uncles place does have an actual floor, that is not comprised of bill, recipts, and flyrers..... also i made a damn good sausage penne bake.... so far nights going pretty good... was interupted mid clean, my uncle ran in and we had to take off to go shopping and i had to go pay those blood sucking bastards...HBC no offence to anyone intended.

But the good part is that i am almost half way done the apartment, and i should be done tomorrow.... as for right now... just chillin... tried to call christina but was unavailable since i got back from A and P, so not much to do.



*Fear is pain arising from the anticipation of evil.*

OMG, my uncle surprised me and we went to see Saw 4... amazing, i love the series and this movie did not disapoint. Jigsaw is awesome, and completely genious.

Just got home tho... went and hung out after with some friends.



=Oh, yes, there will be blood.=

*Live or die, make your choice*



just thaught for my quotes id do something a bit fun and quote Saw movies.....awesome.

ahh i had a great night, watched two good movies...not saw 4 fist one of the series i havent seen opening day :( .... curled up with a nice bottle of cc and pepsi, my first night alone since i moved in with my uncle...he and my aunt went curling, then i called Christina, so good to hear her voice.... might be coming up in November... in her own words, lol, WOOT, can't wait.

for some reason could not sleep....i have now been up for 32 straight hours...awesome.

By the way all those able to go to the party tonight, have fun...and *wispers* comment on the fruit and candies,



* After all, what is your host's purpose in having a party? Surely not for you to enjoy yourself; if that were their sole purpose, they'd have simply sent champagne and women over to your place by taxi.*

*Most people would rather be certain they're miserable, than risk being happy.*

well im trying to figure what to get for my first tattoo, i have a couple ideas, nothing for sure yet, i wish i was artistic at all, in the manner of drawing and such, it would be cool to draw it myself first....still i dunno what id draw.



aiight off to bed, maybe....



-“Never be afraid to trust an unknown future"-



=“Our soulmate is someone who shares our deepest longings, our sense of direction. When we're two balloons, and together our direction is up, chances are we've found the right person.”=

i went job hunting today...waiting for timken, i got a good response from Swiss Chalet.. that'd be cool.

anything would be good...bills need paying, and savings need adding so yeah.

just got home from work, and yeah my worst fear realized.... no more work for this week! damn... gotta find another job, man for a day with such a nice morning its been a bit down hill since...



but my nana and papa are over they're the greatest, went for finsh and chips at a little place down the street soooo good haven't had fish n chips in like 4 or 5 years... wow.

Still have sooo much to clean, maybe tomorrow?

i woke up today with a strange feeling of calm joy, i don't know why i just sat in my bed covered just strangely feeling happy, it was so quiet i could hear my thaughts but there were none, just a strangeness that i felt happy about.

i guess the happiness may spring from the fact i am slowly getting a grasp on my being and the life around me what i want in total and how i think i may be able to do everything, perhaps....

maybe it was just a good dream?



have to go hand out resumes today, UWO will not give me any more hours and with the cold coming in my other job may have less and less hours available, dammit need a good full time job.....

weekend was soooo awesome, so much fun, dracula, going for a walk, a pretty fabulous omlette, screamers...lmfao...chainsaw guy....still lmao....wait for it....*sigh* ok laughter subsided, omg random thaught... suran wrap spartan.. lol

and for the question you asked two days in a row... doesn't matter you look amazing in everything.



thank you sooo much for the totem, it is amazing, but you didn't have to, just being with me this weekend was enough.

...............yup

friday - making fresh tomato sauce, and planning a recipe for tomorrow, have to impress.... hmmmm......



anyways, cant wait til tomorrow, looks like im taking a train, which is cool, maybe ill bring my cane and watch everybody give me dirty looks, lol yeah thats soooo much fun....



=Enjoy when you can, and endure when you must.=



+A hundred hearts would be too few

To carry all my love for you.+



-I don't like standard beauty - there is no beauty without strangeness.-

LOL, barrel of monkeys.

need more! working everything and anything i can, Mississauga trip on Saturday, can't wait to see you.

hmmm 1.34 been home for about yep 5 minutes,

worked til 11.30 my uncle set up a house viewing at 12 cuz his friends own it and there gone, nice house tho, but midnight come on, but i understand thats the only time he has available but... sleep...

then he dicided to put an offer on it... could we do it tomorrow? nope, had to do it tonight, so from 12.30 to 1.30ish at the office doing paper work, well not me i got to sit there and show of my wonderful; smile.... sorry just a tierd rant, im going to bed....



sorry i didn't say goodnight. :(



-Dawn: When men of reason go to bed.-

+'yeah edger allen poe' +

-Sleep... Oh! how I loathe those little slices of death.-

What the shit is wrong with stupid people and why can they not drive properly!!!



Explenation... i was on my way into work on sunday afternoon, when an asshole of epic preportions ran a red light and took out the back end of my uncles van!!! with me inside!!!

RED = STOP!!!! not continue thru at your own discretion FUCKING STOP!!!!!!!!!!



Not to mention i missed work, had to go to the doctor, talk to godamn poe who look at me like an idiot, and hav a major damn krick in my neck!



Stupid people.....



:@ Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity; and I'm not sure about the universe. :@

!! Most people would die sooner than think; in fact, they do. !!

i finally broke level 2 damn right!!!!!

with that i have also made my first set of posts.

exciting.



i cannot wait to get higher and maybe look into getting a premium account. yeah.



=You can never plan the future by the past.=

+I believe the future is only the past again, entered through another gate.+

i am happy... first time in a while, i have evolved the drive to chase my dreams, i can finally see some kind of a future...

on top of all hope rears its head, shining light into a very dark room,



a good day at work aswell, hopefully i don't have to go in tomorrow, so i can just relaxs in the rain, and feel the wind flow with spiritual energy.



~Once you choose hope, anything's possible.~



~When the world says, "Give up,"

Hope whispers, "Try it one more time."~

.... any body else feel like running through the fields naked at night, screaming your mind to the sky?.... no.... oh....ok then,

now that fit of temporary insanity has left my system, i went for a walk today after i finished work, it was quite awesome, i walked down a path by the school, i walked for half an hour and didn't see one car, just amazing so peaceful, i stopped and sat on a bench in a park, and just listened to the breeze, blow by, the sounds of night filled the air, and i could see every star in the sky.... the only way it could have possibly been any better at all was if you were there to share it with me... hmmmm.... my mind wanders into the unknown..



~Doubt is a pain too lonely to know that faith is his twin brother.~

im soo tierd, but still Happy Thanksgiving.



Man this weekend has been tough, so much family in one place should never be aloud.... fights... staple for any family get together right?

any way it was fun, saw some people i haven't seen in a long time, had some fun for some reason pulled some park benches outta the cement with my bare hands... my cousins must be a bad influence on me... lol... or is that the other way around???? eh potato patato no?

... you never left my mind once...



ps. Martini's are the work of the Devil!!



ok...:...:...: a family quote in light of the faily style weekend and one i just found cool and true.



*An ounce of blood is worth more than a pound of friendship.

*Philosophy is nothing but common sense in a dress suit.

i know it has been a while, but i have been having a really rough time that is just starting to straighten out, i've added a new poem, this is a very strong showing of my innermost emotions, and im finilizing my choice... im going to visit Mississauga this month, nothing is going to stop me... mostly going to visit some people... well person :) and go to SCREAMERS.



Man i love october, you can feel the energies in the air, a very spiritual month.a perfect time to 'reincarnate' youself, my mind is finally slowing down and i am able to focus on things at hand.....



words of wisdom:



-When we are no longer able to change a situation, we are challenged to change ourselves.

-You don't love a woman because she is beautiful, she is beautiful because you love her.