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"I wish I was special.. But I am a creep.

I dont belong here."



It is not the same to see this, as it was a year or so ago...

Other postings leave me so confused though.



Lately pain takes over.

Stress, hell, internal mutilation of the soul, and reading stuff not long ago how she was happy with another.. Then reading the present postings of how misserable she is with me... This hurts. "We cant have back what we had" even though she recently had it with another.. It is still in her.. I know it is.. just it is denied. Its with me.. I dont blame her...

I am not as carefree and niave as some...

Soak yourself in the blood of another. Mine isnt good enough.



" I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul."

Some one else has that for her. .....

... So much change..