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You follow me around. I want you to. I have become attached to you. I do not know why. I have feelings that I should not have. I have desires I need to keep secret. Secret from the world. The world would not understand. For you, are my temptation. You are the energy I so need. I can never follow through. If, I were the person I once was, I would be able to, but that time is lost. Lost forever. The pain I feel inside because of this is overwhelming. So many chances gone. So many opportunities missed. Because I am now me. I am no longer her. You are unreachable and untouchable to me, but I still want you. Why, why do we always want that which we cannot have. Why do we always yearn that which we cannot take. I am sorry I cannot have you. Someday.. Yes, maybe someday can happen.











Frankie~ 2006

The candle burns brightly; in the distance, she can hear him calling her name. The desire she always feels when he speaks or follows her closely or when he is standing beside her quietly. That desire that she is beginning to realize, she can no longer hide.



She wants him more each day. That magical place that she can take him to. The magical things that she can do to him. The feeling. The taste. The smell. All of him. A place where nothing else matters. Nothing but the two of them, and the candle burning brightly.







Frankie~ 2006

I lay here at night thinking of you.

In my dreams where we can be together.

FeelingYour Touch.

Feeling your hot breath on my neck.

Feeling you touch me.

Feeling you holding me.

Wanting you.

Wanting to make you mine.

Wanting you to need me.

Wanting what I cannot have.

There are to many obstacles in the way.

We are prevented from being as one.

Held back from what is desired most.

Knowing that I cannot have you,

Because you will not have me.

You cannot have me.

I want to feel your hands touching me.

Exploring.

Your tongue upon me.

Searching.

I want you to become mine,

For one moment, One night,

For one spark in an eternal lifetime.

I will come to you

At night, while you are asleep.

You will feel me.

All those things I want to feel,

That I make myself feel,

I shall feel from you.

Once you had me, you shall never leave.





~Frankie 2006