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I sit here early morning on the brink of having a seizure, though I cam calmer now than I was a couple of hours ago. I cannot get any fucking sleep in this Goddamn shit hole. I frequently wake to take a piss the entire night. Perhaps thirty or forty times without exaggeration. The unspaid cats are locked in the restroom because they sound like very loud crying children in heave. They claw at the door, trying to get out. At night, they become a nightmare. Nothing works in this god damned house. My room is the coldest or hottest room in the house, depending on the season, so I bring my mattress into the living room to try to get some sleep throughout the night, yet never happens. The cats piss on everything, which is why they are locked in the bathroom at night. I frequently have insomnia there. I sleep well at my girlfriend's house, but I can never sleep well when I am here. Doors are broken and not repaired. The toilets do not work. One of two toilets now works, after four years of not getting it fixed. They are like porcelain porter potties. They do not flush. The kitchen sink does not work, My parents' shower does not work, so they take sponge baths. Their bathroom sink barely works with one knob able to turn on, because the other is broken. The water flow is about half of what you get out of an ordinary sink. This is what they use to wash their dishes in. There are cracks in the walls and roof, and entire holes. There is a tree root growing in the laundry room. The dish washer and oven do not work either. They are renting this house for $900 monthly, and they owner was asking nearly $100,000 to buy this piece of shit. My parents soon will try to make an offer on the house. The sad thing is, my parents make around $100,000 annually and can afford a better place. They go out to eat multiple times a week, sometimes spending over $100. I suppose they have poor credit. This house needs a clearing badly. There is constant fighting and depression that has carried over for years. It has gotten better in the past year, but serious measures still need to happen. When I am here I feel constantly psychologically, physically and spiritually attacked. Through sleep deprivation, grotesque thoughts, and a haven for negativities of the unseen, my paranormal investigating friends have drawn the same conclusion that it is not the most friendly place. I perhaps brought something home on one of my investigations. Something needs to happen soon before insanities overwhelm me.