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11 months medication now increased. I've made it so far from when I started this. Now ending August. Waiting for the autumn season to roll in. I miss the colours of the leaves. I'm a lot happier then I was. I'm seeing lots of changes in myself. My confidence has increased but not where I need it to be.

It's only going to get better from here. I know I keep saying I need to work on my voice. Let another co-worker know I was female today due to not seeing then for awhile. Their response was very positive for me. They said sir at first which I didn't get as upset as I usually do. I responded I'm a ma'am or her/she. They said really, I said really. They immediately said ma'am after that.

Still having problems getting people not to call me bro. I want to say your label doesn't apply to my. My gender identity out ranks any thing else and should be respected when I tell you to not label or call me these things.

I'm surprised by a majority of people. That get it and respect it. My closer friends anyways backing me up. Which is really pleasant.

Though I do realize how far I have to go, I'll get there.

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Spyundercover
19:44 Aug 31 2018

What really matters is what you believe you are, No one can read your mind or your soul.

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Fizbop
15:34 Sep 02 2018

I always feel I have to conform to what others what, If people could read my mind I'd really be scared

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10 months whew. Need to contact my insurance to get some info to set up an appointment with my Doctor.Thank you so much for being with me through this. I really appreciate the recent comments that y'all have posted.

Hair is still annoying me, and my voice is starting to irritate the heck out of me. Thinking about surgery to be honest although I'm scared to death of it. I'm financially strained and haven't been able to get stuff for normal maintenance of myself.

I've been changing myself one thing at a time. The way I eat, drink, etc.. Sorry the pictures haven't been constant I still struggle with communicating with people.

So much I need to do and struggling with keeping. I've got a few goals yet to achieve. Though I have no idea what I'm doing with my voice. Other then hating my own voice that's been around for quite some time.

Sorry for the lack of posting. Although thanks for following me on this journey.