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Brick wall
16:44 Jul 31 2010
Times Read: 443




Brick wall



Current mood: scared



Category: Life



Heading towards the brick wall,

I see coming up fast.

I ignore the brake peddle,

I smash the accelerator.



This will hurt like hell.

Pain like beyond my thought.

Not only will I be broken with this,

The other will be broken too.



Why does my will let me go,

To hurt some one and myself so.

I know what is coming,

This is not the first game of chicken.



Some one grab the wheel,

I only look like I know,

I only pretend to be in control.

Please pull the emergency brake.



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Things, thoughts, and other pains
16:43 Jul 31 2010
Times Read: 444

Things, thoughts, and other pains



Current mood: drained



Category: Life



I think about it.

The pain that it caused.

The part of my life taken from me.



The hurt that was delt.

The tearing that was felt,

The debris left of my life.



I find it again,

The knife is in my hand.

Desperately fight the urge to hurt them.







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Dust
16:42 Jul 31 2010
Times Read: 445




Dust

When did the pieces become so broken that they turned to dust?



When did the evening shadows turn the sky to coal?



When did the willow weep it's self to death?



How did this happen? What did they not see? Who knew about this?



Where did they all go? Why did I not fight against it?



When did I become just one?



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The Scorppion and Butterfly
16:42 Jul 31 2010
Times Read: 446

The scorpion and butterfly



Category: Dreams and the Supernatural



The scorpion who fought the butterfly, Mighty sting so deep. Purple mars and deep welp scars What was sewn it must now reap. Delicate wings cringe with agony, Against pain ebb And flow. Gentle tears, long lost fears, The fight that no one knows.



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