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Well i have been thinking what makes me tick and for once i cant answer that my son makes me be some what angry for hes getting his fangs in and biting everything even the keyboard. I have no one to turn to and my poetry isnt as well as i want it to be. So pretty much life sucks. Well my best friend who is going to have a sex change into being a man is leaving me today for new york and it deeply saddens me because ill never see (him) her again. I wish that i could go with him and see new york and keep him safe but he refuses and says he will take a box to remember me with but thats not the same.

well i feel i fit nowhere yet everywhere. I feel like i have lost my since of who i am or that i have yet to break the surface to find out what i truely am. I know that i can find my lord to help me find my way thru life just havent found him yet. Im still looking for which is my old world orgin. I will figure this all out but right now im a lost vampiress. Maybe someone can help me find my way here.